Stalhrim Armor

oddly attracted to Philomena Cunk

Really fucked up that you can just inherit complexes from your mother and be fully aware that they're complexes from your mother but still do all that shit

angst sets in

i told her i didnt want anything serious and she said she wanted something serious so were good im out

i asked her if she wants to hang out again but i kinda want her to say no… i could have just not texted her. whatever.

never mind now its just miserable and depressing. it needs to be summer

today was a rare day. i had fun in the winter because of the weather. seeing a forest covered in snow is something that has only happened to me a few times before, i got to walk on ice too which i have only done once before. the edges and more curved parts of the reservoir turned into little magical groves. the silence is also really nice. maybe this winter will be peaceful and kind. also interesting- the closer i got back towards people, buildings, cars etc it got noticeably warmer, but standing in the middle of a frozen lake is COLD! my mind went to how the brothers of the nights watch must feel going beyond the wall. i think if i got over hating the cold i would totally be ok in the nights watch.

get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class? get out of my major why are in my class?

when you look so good you have to pray before you leave the house