coming on tumblr after eating is like walking out of ur room w ur boyfriend knowing ur family heard everything
Bruuuuuuhhh why can’t someone hug me tenderly and bandage my cuts gently while telling me everything is alright like they do in fanfics maybe then I’d quit
Make me worse, make me thin, ask me if I ate, tell me I’m wrong if I do, tell I’m I did good if I don’t, encourage me, enable me. Push me. MAKE ME THIN MAKE ME WORSE HELP ME
I need more 4na friends. 🫶 I love everyone please be my friend
just a reminder
people ask me why i want to move out at 18 but how do i tell them that it's solely so i can starve with no one there forcing dinner on me.
does anyone know any shows, movies, influencers, etc that can help with motivation???
I need to get that spark back again ✨
so mad my standing up stoumach isnt my laying down stoumach
I always ask myself am i actually sick or am i just making everything up? I never trust myself. I want to know if theres anything wrong. I need to be told.
I want a girlfriend or boyfriend
(translation: I want to text someone everyday who’s sick too and who insanely enables me and pushes me to get worse and we cut together and ⭐️ve together but I’m so INSANELY AWKWARD and anxious about making the first move even online)