bleedher

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things to do instead of food

learn all the lyrics to a song

make slime

watch a movie

go on a walk and look for hot men

do fun makeup looks

girlblog

make a pinterest board of what u want ur house to look like

dress up like ur favorite characters or celebrities

make edits

sit outside and listen to music

dance and sing to ur favorite songs

get high

go on a bike ride while listening to music

tan

go swimming

shop online

write a story or poetry

do hairstyles

read books outside

create a alter ego of urself new and improved

get all pretty and go shopping

paint ur nails

draw how u feel

watch true crime

have a self care day

make food for ur FAMILY. NOT URSELF. and make sure its something that wont tempt u

binge watch a show

watch all the movies u have been telling urself ur gonna watch

I always ask myself am i actually sick or am i just making everything up? I never trust myself. I want to know if theres anything wrong. I need to be told.

people ask me why i want to move out at 18 but how do i tell them that it's solely so i can starve with no one there forcing dinner on me.

I’m going to be stuck like this forever

cant suck in your thighs.

Make me worse, make me thin, ask me if I ate, tell me I’m wrong if I do, tell I’m I did good if I don’t, encourage me, enable me. Push me. MAKE ME THIN MAKE ME WORSE HELP ME

waking up feeling clean because you didn’t eat a lot the night before >>>

reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

lowkey love the feeling of being hungry

I need more 4na friends. 🫶 I love everyone please be my friend

I want a girlfriend or boyfriend

(translation: I want to text someone everyday who’s sick too and who insanely enables me and pushes me to get worse and we cut together and ⭐️ve together but I’m so INSANELY AWKWARD and anxious about making the first move even online)

just a reminder

in a few months, it will be swimsuit season, and nobody is gonna like the way you look if you aren't stick-thin by then. don't you want to be the prettiest in the room?

so mad my standing up stoumach isnt my laying down stoumach

TW: sh

Anyone else showing up to family events this month half rats??

Bruuuuuuhhh why can’t someone hug me tenderly and bandage my cuts gently while telling me everything is alright like they do in fanfics maybe then I’d quit

i want someone to watch my self destruction with a smile. i want them to encourage me to go further, eat less, cvt deeper, isolate myself more. i want them to make me feel small, like i need to get sicker to get better. listen to my problems. twist them until im the villain. break me until im whole again, and laugh at my suffering.

me when i realize my sh addiction is actually addictive

coming on tumblr after eating is like walking out of ur room w ur boyfriend knowing ur family heard everything

my reasons for losing weight!!

• i can wear baggy clothes in an aesthetic way and not in a way that makes me look huge

• i won’t have to feel insecure about my belly

• i’ll look good in whatever clothes i wear because i’ll be skinny

• people will be jealous over my self control

• people will worry about me when i start losing a lot of weight

• people will see how small and light i am

• i won’t have to be ashamed of talking about my weight to others

• i’ll be the skinny friend

• skinny legs will be cuter in my clothes

• it will make me prettier

• being someone else’s thinspo

• can focus on other things and not just my weight

• won’t have to worry about looking fat when someone takes a picture of me

• someone’s hand can fit around my arm

• i won’t have to worry about looking fat next to someone

• people will be nicer to me if i’m skinnier

• i can be pretty and skinny in summer

• no more jiggly legs and arms

• i can have a slimmer face

• i will look sickly and pale

does anyone know any shows, movies, influencers, etc that can help with motivation???

I need to get that spark back again ✨

the thing about my body is that its actually a really nice shape. like i have pretty wide, round hips and a small waist. but the problem is

its covered in layers of fat making it ugly

i want to get that gorgeous skinny girl out of the pig that i am rn so badly

Trying to find an ana coach, so I can b skinny 😇

Weight checking like once or twice a month, measurements can do frequently tho :)

• 18 +

• Meanspo and sweetspo appreciated

• No creeps 🙅‍♀️