Bluelikethesky314

“Let me be your 6pm dinner date, your all night cuddles, your 2am giggles, your 3am sleepy kisses, your 4am pillow as you sleep, your forever and always.”

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the thing is, somebody cares. i know your best friend seems really busy all the time and is shit at texting but she still loves you and she talks to you more than she talks to anyone else and you’re the only breath of calm she has on this planet. the boy in your science class loves seeing what music you’re listening to on your headphones - he has the same taste and wishes he had the nerve to ask you about it. your english teacher loves the insight you have on your papers. somebody cares. the person who lives down the street from you notices when you are sick because they don’t see you stomping your way to the schoolbus - it’s how they know it’s time to get their breakfast ready. somebody is looking for you at the party, even if they don’t know they’re really looking for you - but when you don’t show up, some part of them is disappointed. somebody is looking for you in the library, in the spot where you eat lunch, in front of that one step you always seem to trip on. i know your parents are a complicated mess and there’s drama between your friends and your love life is sort of shaped like a constant question and everybody seems all caught up in their own lives and their own happiness and nobody really notices: but somebody always does. every face in your dreams is someone you have met, and that means that you are in a million’s stranger’s heads. they see you when they go to bed. and somebody cares. somebody still thinks about you even though you were just a person with a nice outfit or good eyeliner or a great smile or because you were having one of those moments that are so charmingly human in nature or because they regret not asking if you needed help when you fell or because they wonder what you were thinking about or drawing or writing or just because you’re alive, and that makes you fascinating. somebody cares. when you were on break from work and saw a dog hanging his head out of the car and suddenly broke into a smile: there was a girl in the back of that car, and I was her, and I still think about you, and i hope you get more chances to smile like that. and there is you, sitting here reading this, and by some small extension, meeting me, and i am telling you, I care. somebody always does. i promise. i promise. you are loved.

The Joyous Festival (1906), Gaston La Touche / Ada (2007), The National

forgot to post this earlier 

When William Shakespeare said, "Look like the innocent flower, but be the serpent under it," and, "These violent delights have violent ends and in their triump die, like fire and powder which, as they kiss, consume."

It was terrifying and liberating all at once.

saw a boat today that looked so soft and so lonely, if I was stronger maybe I would write a poem about her

the lover's choice: a confession

Scheherazade by Richard Siken / Spirited Away, Studio Ghibli / Is there still anything that love can do by RADWIMPS / Our Beloved Summer / Normal People, scripts / Weathering With You / Our Beloved Summer / Anaïs Nin, The Early Diary Of Anaïs Nin.