So job thing is still a bust and while I do have my rent covered for the month, I lost my snap benefits and will need help covering the cost of the rest of my bills. I have the misfortune of living in the california bay area which means my cost of living is stupidly high.
I’m a lesbian with chronic pain and have a special needs dog (shes running out of her meds too 🫡), and while I’m willing to do physical labor, it’s difficult to find places that are willing to accommodate me. The area i live in has very high unemployment rates and finding a job has been extremely difficult so any help is seriously appreciated.
Venmo: thea-k
paypal: @/yahargul
Please please help if u can, even just reblogging. My gift to u is my freak dog
andrew talking to neil: you’re an actual idiot. Just absolutely zero common sense. I hate you.
andrew later that day at his appointment: I would never say this to his face, but he is a wonderful person and gifted player.
bee: what? why wouldn’t you say that to his face?
lets fight demons together!
⚠️mentions of death, mental health, etc⚠️
Andrew labels all his clothes. Not because he’s worried Aaron’s going to steal them (that is part of it, though) but because he has a name. He spent so many years as Doe, unclaimed and unwanted but now he has a name and it’s his and he’s a Minyard for better or worse. He’s not unwanted anymore. When his name first changed, he spent hours writing it over and over again on everything he owned. Andrew Minyard.
Wymack does that thing where he accidentally calls his foxes by the wrong name. After Seth’s death, he turns to Matt when he’s being an asshole and snaps “shut it, Gordon.” His grief comes back so quickly because he will never yell “Gordon!” across the court or be able to pat Seth on the back and say “good job kid” again because he’s gone
Nicky finds life incredibly hard when he finally moves back to Germany to be with Erik. He hates himself for it. It should be good, it should be a fairytale. Erik’s the love of his life, the man of his dreams! But Nicky feels lost. He’s spent seven years away, but when he moves back he feels wrong. The house is too quiet, the room too dark. His bed feels too heavy with Erik in it. Erik finds him on the sofa one morning and makes him talk about it. Things go up from there, but glacially slow.
Aaron never recovers from his nightmares. Coping with them gets easier with time, but they never go away. He’ll wake up shouting in his sleep, mind full of blood and bare skin and Andrew’s hurt. The first time he has a nightmare and Andrew is in another state, he has to call his brother at two in the morning and get him to stay on the phone until Aaron can sleep again.
Of the three Fox adults in the story, Bee dies first. Andrew’s known her for twenty years and then she’s just not there anymore. Sure, her memory was all but gone and she couldn’t walk by herself but it was still Bee. Neil doesn’t know how to help, can’t offer anything other than the vague offer of assistance if Andrew needs it. Andrew spends a month curled up in a ball eating ice cream and being angry at the world for being so cruel. Then, Wymack dies too.
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Meowrpheus :3
When William Shakespeare said, "Look like the innocent flower, but be the serpent under it," and, "These violent delights have violent ends and in their triump die, like fire and powder which, as they kiss, consume."
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck