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I can’t even begin to explain how I feel right now. This is beyond cruel, and I don’t even know why.

We all need this sometimes

Mary Oliver

Time to quit drinking again, while the momentary numbness is kinda nice, it’s not really doing anything for me but turning me against myself and pushing all those I care about away. So let’s try this whole sobriety thing out again, it’s going to be rough at first, especially alone. I know it will be more than worth it in the end. I can’t keep doing this to myself, I’ve thrown away too much already.

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Finally taking the heads to the machine shop today, 2 weeks and the xterra will live again!

In other news, filed for my LLC and started the application process on a few small business grants. Already have the loan secured, but figured I might as well try to borrow as little as possible. Less than a year away from owning a couple properties, and getting to realize 3 of my life goals as long as everything goes to plan. Always knew I’d find a way to create stability for myself and make the world a better place at the same time. I can’t wait to see what the next year of my life will bring.

Looks like things with the new business are going well but other than that everything else has kinda come apart. I think I’ll just stay in bed today, this shit is exhausting.