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I still miss you every single day

“To make a difference in someone’s life, you don’t have to be brilliant, rich, beautiful or perfect. You just have to care.”

— Mandy Hale

As of yesterday, I signed a 5 year lease on piece of property that I can develop as I see fit. Might not be exactly what I wanted but it’s a start and now there’s a bit of security in making improvements and putting my time and energy into making it somewhere I enjoy being.

So long tumblr, guess it’s time to stop crying and complaining and actually follow through and get some work done. I hope you choose a life that inspires you and never forget to stop and take time to look up. Sometimes when everything seems like it’s too much, it helps to be reminded how small we really are, and that the spheres will still be singing tomorrow. Who knows, maybe we’ll see each other later in this life or another. Take care, and be good to yourselves and each other.

Working towards this point, can’t let anxiety set my boundaries anymore

“My philosophy is: It’s none of my business what people say of me, and think of me. I am what I am, and I do what I do. I expect nothing, and accept everything. And it makes life so much easier.”

— Anthony Hopkins

I’d love to hear your voice and see your smile again. You’ve been on my mind a lot these last couple weeks, I found a few of your old notes and doodles as I was sorting through my storage preparing for the move. Even with the time that has passed and everything that has happened, they brought a much needed smile to my face as everything else in my life has seemed to be in an uncontrollable downward spiral. Even if I don’t hear from you, thank you for those moments. They have helped me through some difficult and uncertain times. You are missed more than I know how to express. I hope you see this and this message finds you in good spirits and doing well.