When people are ready they change. They never do it before then, and sometimes they die before they get around to it. You can’t make them change if they don’t want to, just like when they do want to, you can’t stop them.
Andy Warhol
Dry humping is so fucking hot. Just sit on my lap and grind on my thigh until you're desperate to feel my cock. Suck on my fingers, drool all over them like the needy slut that you are and beg me to fuck you. I want you dripping on my jeans, becoming such a mess for me.
“Its a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.”
— Beau Taplin
I still miss you. I still think about you. I still would love to hear from you, even just to know you’re ok.
God I hate myself for not having an outlet or friends that care because I fucked shit up. So I go to the bar because I don’t want to be surrounded by fighting between my housemate and her bf, and I don’t want to go back to drugs. It’s sucks to be off drugs, and trying your hardest to actually grow the fuck up and take care of shit for once only to be seen as what you’ve been in the past. Recovery is one of the hardest fucking things I’ve done, but it’s the best decision I have ever made, and I’m proud of myself for how far I’ve come.