“I over-analyze situations because I’m scared of what will happen if I’m not prepared for it.”
— Turcois Ominek
Having a cute sub to fuck my anger out on, manhandling them in every position possible and pounding into them until they're clawing at my skin and begging me to slow down, whispering in their ear to "fucking take it" with their legs shaking, cum dripping down their inner thighs.
Finding peace in knowing that it was all real for me. I may not be by your side, or even in your thoughts, but you will always be in my memories, and a part of my heart and soul. I’ll always miss my best friend as long as you aren’t a part of my life, but you have to figure things out and so do I. I refuse to hate you for that, instead, I choose to love you from a distance, I choose to remove myself so that you don’t hurt yourself to prove anything to me. I don’t know what the future will hold, but I’m going to make it better than my past.
God I miss you, I feel as if I’ve lost a part of myself and I’m not sure I’ll ever find it again. I can’t fix anything at this point because no matter what I do nothing feels right, it’s just empty……I’m so lost