Brock08 - Untitled

Saying "must I put a leash on you?" when they keep wandering off in public just to watch them blush and immediately grab my hand to stay close.

"Beauty comes from the inside, it's a willingness to be more than what you are.. to not accept life on life's terms but to forge new boundaries where things are brighter than they were."

That would make you beautiful cause you are always doing that - eUë

Doesn’t matter if we talk or not

Yup, bed all day sounds amazing. Back to teaching myself coding to distract my self from all these hellacious intrusive thoughts. Like, “thanks brain, I get it you hate me too, can we be a little more chill about it though? “

But I will let go of the sadness, and make myself whole again. Anger has a way of corrupting the way we view not only the world but ourselves as well, learn from the past but don’t let it make you bitter and stain your soul.

I’d love to hear your voice and see your smile again. You’ve been on my mind a lot these last couple weeks, I found a few of your old notes and doodles as I was sorting through my storage preparing for the move. Even with the time that has passed and everything that has happened, they brought a much needed smile to my face as everything else in my life has seemed to be in an uncontrollable downward spiral. Even if I don’t hear from you, thank you for those moments. They have helped me through some difficult and uncertain times. You are missed more than I know how to express. I hope you see this and this message finds you in good spirits and doing well.

I’d still really like to come see you, I just have no idea when you work or if you still want me to wait til you’re ready like you asked. Hell at this point, you haven’t responded so I don’t know if you want me around at all or have even gotten my messages. Id really like another chance at even just being your friend, but I don’t want to ignore what you’ve asked and just push what I want. Just know I’m here and ready to put in the effort once you’re ready.

Having a cute sub to fuck my anger out on, manhandling them in every position possible and pounding into them until they're clawing at my skin and begging me to slow down, whispering in their ear to "fucking take it" with their legs shaking, cum dripping down their inner thighs.