I wish we would have treated both ourselves and each other better. I’m sorry I lost my mind, and any respect for myself. I’m still always here if you want to reach out. I still care and I still want to be in each other’s lives. I get it if that’s not possible when you’re in a relationship, and I’ll respect that. Hell, I don’t even know if you want me around at all. I just know I miss you so incredibly much.
Mary Oliver, ‘north country’
Well, I’ve got great news!!!! I don’t have to hate me anymore….. you clearly do it enough for the both of us and damn, I don’t know what happened to you or who shit in your cheerios but hiding behind your shit attitude is a pretty sad ploy. I’ll always love the person I bound my soul to, but I won’t miss the empty, bitter, and almost laughably hypocritical person you’ve decided to become. Know better do better, sorry but I may have reservations about helping you pick up the pieces when the universe repays you for the energy you’ve put into it. You made this decision, good luck Kid.
Working towards this point, can’t let anxiety set my boundaries anymore
“My philosophy is: It’s none of my business what people say of me, and think of me. I am what I am, and I do what I do. I expect nothing, and accept everything. And it makes life so much easier.”
— Anthony Hopkins
Sorry my blogs a mess
So am I
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“Despite how open, peaceful, and loving you attempt to be, people can only meet you as deeply as they’ve met themselves.”
— Matt Kahn