You know those days where you're not tired so you stay up all night because you can drawing?
Ever had those or is it just me?
Well rn im drawing and I'm not tired and I should have been in bed almost 5 hours ago.
Atm im just drawing people on paper and them scanning the drawings into my tablet to try and improve and colour them in. The annoying thing is, my tablet's screen is very cracked. I just woke up one morning and it was like that when I went to go and Turn it on. Idk how.
Idk how i am still sane.
Idk whether you can see that very well but that's what I'm trying to draw rn.
Tbh Idc about the lineart rn. It's still pretty crappy tho.
I might put more effort into it tommorrow lol.
Also I now have Artblock. LIFE IS FUN.
Rest in peace up there ❤️
Damn, they just announced that Russi Taylor has passed away. If you don’t know, she’s not only been the voice of Minnie Mouse for the last 30+ years, but was the original voice actor for the triplets and Webby in Ducktales 1987 before coming back to voice young Donald in 2017, along with countless other roles in shows like The Simpsons and Muppet Babies. I’m so grateful she got to perform in the Ducktales world one last time before her passing, she will be dearly missed 💖
To all the girls who are just realizing they wanna date girls
To all the girls who are just realizing they don’t want to date boys
To all the girls who are just realizing that they just want to go on dates and be in love
To all the girls who are just realizing that they don’t want to do either of those things
To all the girls just realizing they’re a little different then the world thought they’d be
It’s ok. Everything about you is amazing, even if you don’t feel like it yet. You may be panicking, or you could be perfectly calm. No matter what you’re feeling, know there are people right behind you, who will pick you up when you’re down and celebrate with you when you’re up. Because you’re allowed to be happy in who you are. And besides
Expectations are meant to be broken.
New miya vs old miya!
mood
I need this
Another thing I did a while back
That's gotta be the cutest miya I've ever drawn.
So lately I've been trying to figure myself out, in all ways.
The summer holidays have just started, and when I go back to school the exams are gonna hit. Hard.
I haven't studied much over the last year but I'm not falling behind in my subjects or anything. As soon as we get back from holidays, college applications start, and I need to decide which three subjects I want to do. I'm thinking of criminology, maths, and graphics, because crime is cool, maths is good for uni (and just life in general) and graphics involves a lot of art concept and drawing tablet work, which I'm super psyched about.
I've also been trying to come to terms with my sexuality. My 16th birthday is a nosehair away and, I've known since I was 9 that I'm not exactly straight.
This girl asked me out when I was 9 and I said yes. Everyone else called us lesbos but we didn't care. We held hands, hugged, and occasionally kissed (the way 9 year olds do).
The thing is that I was living with one of my sisters at the time, and I was homesick. Homesick because I missed the place that I was born in, with my parents. My parents couldn't look after me at the time so I went to live with my sister. My behaviour wasn't that great so after 2 years I moved back to my dad's.
Without telling my friends goodbye, or my girlfriend for that matter.
Since then I've known I was somewhat gay, and for the last two years I've been trying to figure out whether I'm bisexual, pansexual, or lesbian.
I don't look at boys the way I look at girls.
I look at males and think 'eh'
I look at females and instantly measure how much I would want to date her, how hot she is, and then I become all fuzzy on the inside.
I'm pretty sure I'm a lesbian. I could never imagine me getting with a man but every time someone calls me gay the first thought I get is me dating this crazy hot girl.
I tried to come out to my parents (my dad and his gf) a few months ago, but they just shut me down, saying that it's a phase (they are kinda homophobic)
I don't want to speak to my mother about it because the moment I speak to her I feel guilty and I haven't spoken to her in a few months anyway. I have to speak to her soon anyway because tommorrow is her birthday.
Anyway,
I need to accept myself for who I am, and acknowledge that I am gay.
But at the moment, I can't.
My life is annoying.
Thank you if you took the time to read this whole thing, I just needed to let off some steam.
I really appreciate it :)
Of fucking course
What sick bastard doesn’t
I mainly draw BNHA stuff (especially midnight lol) and I'm constantly trying to improve so please give me tips and advice!
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