No Because Henry Winter Would Never

oh how I keep thinking of how tartt would write me if she ever did

(it's never happening)

~If I were the last man on earth would I be more human or would I lose the rest of my humanity?~

cant wait to start feeling normal again I think to myself knowing that i have not once felt normal not at all my whole life not ever

Do you think that while Francis is a very careful driver because he's anxious and overly preoccupied with his safety, Henry instead drives fast and recklessly because he never really valued his life that much and doesn't even care about getting hurt

Rationalizing the irrational

The urge to learn every language and play every instrument and travel the world and live through every historical time period and be a writer and a poet and an actor and

i consume too much caffeine, don’t sleep enough and don’t read enough.

also i have to spend more time in nature.

i need to touch grass so i can feel alive.