shifting experience! ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ — 2/26/23
this is the night i shifted. it was around 2am about to be 3am and i was veryyy tired, very sleepy. but regardless, i put on my earphones and started to listen to my guided meditation. i barely made it past the beginning fully conscious until i fell asleep and woke up again; i still had my earphones in and the meditation going. i didn’t open my eyes or anything. i switched positions then again, i knocked out. MIND YOU, i don’t know when this all happened. could’ve been in the span of a few minutes to a few hours— who knows.
alright, now this part is difficult to describe. i was on my back, no longer hearing the meditation and while my eyes were closed i was able to see? the ceiling was different and i remember being confused but not entirely fazed, i then ‘closed’ my eyes as i moved onto my side. i couldn’t see anything THEN i opened them again and bitchhhh lemme tell youu… (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵)
(my wr is a luxury penthouse, the middle pic is my bedroom ^^) i saw the whole left of the room (since i was on my side) i saw the panels of windows and the way the rain poured down the glass, the grey sky and clouds, the buildings too. the panel closest to the wall being slightly opened (as i want it to be), the nightstand right there with that lamp on top AND ON!! the way outside was the exact weather i wanted it to be, how dim and nice the whole room was. AMAZING GUYS!! IM TELLING YOUUU. although!! i didn’t freak out or anything, i barely realized and in those few moments i was there, i was like “oh. okay cool” LIKEEEE??? my surroundings felt so different, yet so familiar that it really wasn't different. my bed was different, the pillow and sheets— everything. i was just so comfortable that it didn’t faze me. the best i can explain how comfortable, how normal it all felt is when you’re lying in bed. SOOO comfy, so at peace, you’re not actively acknowledging your surroundings, right? you’re just so at ease, you’re not constantly thinking of the mattress or fixating on the way everything feels. you’re just there. to continue on, in these few moments of looking around a bit and acknowledging where i was, i snuggled into my pillow and blanket then knocked tf out and that was it. obv i ended up waking up here but absolutely amazing!! this is such a huge milestone in my journey and i’m so incredibly happy about it!! @sabs-shifts <3 i’m so excited to go back but for a good while this time!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)
to quote a lovely friend of mine @evangelineshifts “I’ve shifted a few times albeit briefly and the way it feels so normal is so jarring like ??? Idk I think we all expect it to be the like mind churning, exploding life changing experience and then when it’s just like “you’re home :D” 🤨” — it literally isn’t at all grand and crazy LMAO, it felt like nothing and was so incredibly normal. but of course, as always, everyone's journey is different <3
an enemy to lovers and one bed trope but I need their responses in the morning being strangled to eachother
One Bed Trope: Morning After Dialogue
-> feel free to edit as you see fit
"Get off of me."
"Is it weird I'm comfortable?"
"Jesus Christ how did we manage to fall asleep like this?"
"How the hell did you wrap your leg around me?"
"You've been laying on my arm all night and I can't feel it."
"I would've moved to the floor but you were using me as a pillow."
"I almost fist-fought you last night when you took the blanket."
"I have to pee so bad please get up."
"I don't think I'm going to be able to look you in the eyes after this."
"You snore. Loudly."
"I do not snore, you liar."
"We don't have to talk about it, just get dressed."
"It's too early for this, we'll talk about it later."
"I don't understand how I slept so good last night."
"Let's keep it professional, alright?"
"Don't get confused, I was only clinging to you because you stole the blanket and I had no other way to keep warm."
"We're not going to bring this up ever again, right?"
"I slept really good last night." "That makes one of us."
"My arm is still asleep."
"Did you know you talk in your sleep?"
"How did the blanket end up on the floor? No wonder I was freezing."
"Go back to sleep."
"You're the only source of warmth in this stupid hotel, come back to bed before I get hypothermia."
Gal circle 💜💜
Restaurant du Musée d'Orsay by P. S. Mildred on Flickr
"Have you seen my grippy socks?" *slowly pulls feet off the arm of the couch as they share eye contact* "No?"
"Do I wanna ask?" "Why I'm in your apartment?" "No, why you're in the rafters of my apartment. You being here is pretty normal at this point."
"Why do you put a shit ton of garlic into everything?" "Because my ancestors said so!"
"Time sensitive question: does metal explode?" "If you put in the microwave- what the fuck did you do?" "Um..."
"Why're you awake?" "You should be sleeping still, it's too early." "So should you."
"I was so worried! I thought you were gonna die!" "Me? Dying? Really? C'mon, have a little faith in me."
"That dumb soap opera you like is on." "Finally! I just know Jesus is gonna be involved this week!" "I... Jesus Christ?" "The one and only."
"Dear God, grant me- I'm not even religious, fuck it. Hey gods, tell me not to fuck my best friend."
"We got married last fall." "Oh, that's great! Congratulations." "Thank you. What about you two? Engaged, I assume."
"Jesus has blessed humanity again!" "Hozier put out more music?" "Yeah!" "Hallelujah."
You’ve got this! Go for it! You’ve got nothing to lose!
This is your reminder to KEEP PERSISTING!!!
DO NOT GIVE UP!!! Do not give up. You are so worthy of your desires. Why would you give your power away and ditch your desires all because of the 3D?? You're literally so SO powerful! You can manifest literally anything you want in the blink of an eye. You literally have sooo000 much strength in your mind. Why give up on your desires? You're too good to be doing this to yourself, I swear.
Remember why you started! Why did you start manifesting your desire in the first place? What motivated you to start consciously manifesting it? Pull yourself back up, dust yourself off, and get back on track. Your desires are already yours. Keep up with your mental diet and your self concept and you'll see movement in no time. It's that simple! Just be patient and trust the process, ok?
people realizing that they can do anything, have anything, delete anything, create anything because they are only pure consciousness and their reality is manageable to their will and have nothing to do but only imagine and not do literal witchcraft.
Two things I’ve noticed about Jinx;
She never calls Silco “dad” - but she refers to Vander as “dad” twice. Once when she mentions to Vi that he’s “her father too” and again in the last episode, she directly says to him “dad?”
One thing I always was a little sad about was the idea that Jinx saw Silco as more of her father than Vander - but now I’m wondering if she EVER truly saw Silco as her dad. I mean, she never once refers to Silco as such.
Many people, including Silco, refer to Jinx as his daughter but never him as her Dad.
I do wonder if it’s due to Jinx, while clearly caring a lot about him, not viewing him that way OR some small part of her holding resentment to him because of how he killed Vander.
In addition to that; Jinx constantly refers to Vi as her sister, like ALL the time. In almost every sentence, she calls Vi “sis,” sometimes affectionately, mostly as a more of insult. But she says it at least on 7 seperate occasions in season 2 alone.
Aside from 1.03 where Silco first takes Powder in and she says that Vi is “not her sister” anymore, Jinx NEVER claims that Vi is no longer her sister.
Vi does. Multiple times in season 2, she says Powder is gone and that Jinx is not her sister. She says it to Caitlyn and to Jinx’s face herself.
It’s super interesting to me that while Jinx clearly tries to separate herself from her past and from Powder, the girl she used to be, she still clearly see Vi and Vander as her family. She’s always been Powder, that’s never changed.
Jinx has tried so hard to kill that part of herself but as long as she still views Vi as her sister, Vander as her dad, she is never going to be rid of her younger self; the girl who only wanted to protect her family.
And that’s not even touching the subject of Ekko; the only person from her past that has fully accepted her as both Powder and Jinx and loves her anyway, the only person she has not been able to bring herself to kill, the only person who never once appeared as one of her hallucinations. As such, the only person aside from Isha who she never seemed to hallucinate around.
Anyway this is just me rambling.
Villain kicked Hero under the table earning a muffled gasp. Hero returned with a sharp glare, grabbing Villain's arm harshly and leaning close to their ear.
"Look, I know it's not ideal but we have to keep this under wraps until after lunch. Will one lunch really kill you?!" Hero whispered.
"I'm sorry, what part of 'our grandmother's are now best friends' do you think I'd enjoy?"
"Hey, I wasn't the one to show my Nona the Facebook Knitting group."
"Meemaw was lonely and needed friends. I just wish your Nona didn't come with lame baggage. I think you're jealous that your Nona likes me more than you" Villain defended.
Nona and Meemaw then returned to the table, laughing about something or rather. Nona then reached into her bag and gave Villain a handful of chocolate candies.
"You're such a good grandchild Villain, I hope my Hero here hasn't been too mean to you while we were gone." Nona affectionately patted Villain on the head.
As she turned to continue her conversation with Meemaw Villain unwrapped a candy and popped it in their mouth.
Although the candy was very stale, the look on Hero's face was worth every crunchy bite.
a prompt list by @novelbear ᵔᴥᵔ
"i didn't buy these coasters for nothing! use them."
getting annoyed when they decide to wash dishes right when the other gets in the shower, making their water cold unexpectedly
"do we seriously need all these lights on?" "uhhh, yeah."
"turn your music down. i can hear it blasting through your headphones, that's dangerous." "oh, it'll be fine..."
arguments over the way the heater/air conditioning temp is set
when they figure out they do laundry veryy differently (like whether or not they separate colors/whites, how they fold, how often laundry is done, etc.)
one setting off the smoke alarm somehow everytime they cook something (this actually happens in my house save me)
^ "it's got to be something you're doing! because when i cook, this doesn't happen!" "i'm telling you, it's sensitive! broken! something!"
"don't set the air conditioning too cool. you just got out of the shower, you're going to make yourself sick." "oh my god i'll be fine."
^ then they argue and bicker more so when they do end up getting sick like their partner said.
"where did you put all the spoons?" "in the drawer to the left." "why would you do that."
one taking too hot of showers, leaving the bathroom steamy and little to no hot water left.
"do you realize you slam like every door that you close?"
being shocked that they eat something in a peculiar way (like the whole how to eat a kitkat debate)
"oh my god, please don't take another water bottle out until you finish the last. i'm finding them everywhere."
"look, i don't know what you're doing and i don't think i want to, but clean the mirrors."