Negative Affirmations

uhhh apparently i show npd symptoms... so this is whats been ruining my life

i should get worse again

im going to kill my parents

Mutuals noooooo stop trying to kill yourselves I like you guys alive

everything is ragebait when you have anger issues and poor impulse control

so sad and also really annoying to follow old friends that used to follow me on my old account and have them just simply not following me back in my new one

ugh. forget everything i’ve ever said. unless you thought it was smart or funny in which case remember it forever

what if i start a suicide chain

i hate that i cant fucking enjoy anything because its either im worried its NOT something i actually like and that i basically copied it% mimiced someone else or that its too generalized of a thing to like or i dont do it good enough so i should shoot muself or overd0se right now because im bad at it

heres an example

i like music. i like vocaloid alot and kikuos music

problem. i cant tell if its me that i like anymore or i copied it cuz half of my fucking interests and personality or all of it is fake. secondly its too genetalizrf and everyone i know likes it meaning im normal and not good enough and should kill myself now. thirdly i literally dont know the lyrics are meaning therefore im a faker and should kll myself now.

screams in empathy and sympathy issues