I Know My Life Will End In Suicide. I'm Sure Of It.

has anyone developed a parasocial relationship with me yet

tryna post this again because its not showing up on the tags ):

1 year sh progression, tw sh. if you say some shit like "i cant wait to get worse!!" ill fucking kill you

april 24th 2024 (left) vs may 6th 2025 (right). i can find that exact scar on my skin and its really weird, idk why. wish that still felt deep, nothing feels deep enough

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

Hypersexual culture is desperately needing a lucid and vivid wet dream because you know you won't ever feel comfortable enough to have sex in real life, no matter if you're bottoming or not, and masturbating barely feels good anymore

-💙 💌

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sui culture is not fully knowing whether you want everyone or absolutely no one to care about your death.

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Gokurakugai by Yuto Sano – Chapter 19 ⦿ Let’s Make a Suicide Pact

go KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!

damn im a bad person lmaooo

sh culture is wanting to have your scars out but also for no one to see them

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is it normal to become aggressively suicidal and beat the fuck out of an inanimate object when ur fp gets upset at you for a valid reason or is this simpsons of another mental ill ess