And This Is My Type When It Comes To Men (and I Want It To Be Me SO BAD)

hickeys from an older woman ughhhh

being marked and claimed by a mother or older sister, hell, even a family friend. them telling me it's just them 'showing me how much i mean to them...'

Goofy ahh semi-serious rant

The main reason I don't really talk about my attraction to men is that I don't really want attention from them on here. At least cis men. They're usually just selfish or think that they're owed something that they're not. To anyone reading this, you don't have to give anybody (especially pushy men) any of your time and attention.

Don't get me wrong, I love men!

...irl, at least. I've only dated men/masc people irl. Although a couple were almost completely online but they were not sexual.

It's just that women (and trans men ofc) are usually FAR more patient and respectful. There are exceptions of course, as there are with any sweeping generalizations, I'm just speaking from experience and what I've seen from a lot of people on here.

Long story short, men be cautious while interacting. Here, there, anywhere. 90% of the time you won't even get what you want. Be a kind and interesting person FIRST AND FOREMOST. Sexual stuff is fine, but that's not what a majority of people want all the time.

Sorry if I said anything unintentionally offensive, I'm really terrible at wording my thoughts in contexts like this. Ask for clarification if necessary :3

Rant over

Innocent little kid sister that just REALLY wants to hangout with big brother 🤝 icky older brother that makes her play truth or dare so he can make her do more and more depraved things with him and use her like a mindless little toy

this but they're all just completely impossible to interpret and understand, let alone put into words.

i wanna start just posting my unfiltered thoughts on here but most of them r like i need to have freaky nasty sex and then get brutally murdered and that’s about it

sorry guys i'm actually just a clump of conscious cells in a petri dish... i'm sorry for lying to you all.

I'M SO BOREEDDDDDD

i wanna start ace attorney 6 but also it's a big time commitment :(

i've heard it's one of the best ones though so i'm really excited for when i do start it! maybe it'll even top aa1 :3

probably not. turnabout goodbyes is like the best case in the entire series.

my home page is a 50/50 mixture of the most down bad shit known to mankind, the kinds of things that would make god fall to his knees in tears, wondering what he had wrought upon the world he claimed to love... and the other half is gay lawyers and toxic yaoi.

i love tumblr.

everybody go watch a minecraft movie in theaters, it's peak.

10/10 it needs to make 1 minecraftillion emeralds at the box office or there's never gonna be a sequel!!!!

(but for real it's like a 4/10. still peak fiction though.)

addendum addendum:

long story short, i guess i'm just so obsessive over little things. i suppose i need to live by the motto "it's easier to beg for forgiveness than permission," but it's much harder than it sounds. the thought of someone not forgiving me (even if i barely know them) is unbearable.

ugh and i'm SO worried about either talking too much or too little. it freaks me out when i type a lot and someone responds with a few words or vice versa.

anyways weird depressive rant over, back to the freaky and the weird... probably. might come back later if i don't get over this.

sometimes i wonder if i'm too nice for my own good

as much as i love the IDEA of doing it, i'm really awful at degrading people because i want everyone to feel good :D

it mostly comes from a place of anxiety, i guess. like a voice in the back of my head that tells me that everything i'm doing is wrong.

oh what a dilemma i have found myself in... i'd appreciate any tips if people have them, mostly about swallowing that anxiety (even though i don't think anyone would really read this)

update (don't have names for them rn)

my minecraft pets

their names are lard and coconut oil :3

i'm gonna try to get more like parrots and stuff