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long story short, i guess i'm just so obsessive over little things. i suppose i need to live by the motto "it's easier to beg for forgiveness than permission," but it's much harder than it sounds. the thought of someone not forgiving me (even if i barely know them) is unbearable.
ugh and i'm SO worried about either talking too much or too little. it freaks me out when i type a lot and someone responds with a few words or vice versa.
anyways weird depressive rant over, back to the freaky and the weird... probably. might come back later if i don't get over this.
sometimes i wonder if i'm too nice for my own good
as much as i love the IDEA of doing it, i'm really awful at degrading people because i want everyone to feel good :D
it mostly comes from a place of anxiety, i guess. like a voice in the back of my head that tells me that everything i'm doing is wrong.
oh what a dilemma i have found myself in... i'd appreciate any tips if people have them, mostly about swallowing that anxiety (even though i don't think anyone would really read this)
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what’s the most problematic thing that turns you on?
still figuring this one out, anon.
everybody go watch a minecraft movie in theaters, it's peak.
10/10 it needs to make 1 minecraftillion emeralds at the box office or there's never gonna be a sequel!!!!
(but for real it's like a 4/10. still peak fiction though.)
Innocent little kid sister that just REALLY wants to hangout with big brother 🤝 icky older brother that makes her play truth or dare so he can make her do more and more depraved things with him and use her like a mindless little toy
aghhhhh i woke up sick to my stomach... why must the universe torture me like this?
anyway i had a really freaky dream but i can't remember it </3 i'll update tumblr if i do
what are your thoughts on younger guys?
depends! i'm far more open to younger guys and guys my age than i am older. older men just tend to be gross or try to hard (and they tend to be selfish!)
but it depends on stuff like who they are, really. but i'm totally open to younger guys, i feel like that's something i haven't quite explored here yet.
i'd love to be an older brother :)
what’s your favorite vampire and why
not a question i ever thought i'd be asked. uhh i don't really know if i have a favorite :(
i mean i consume a lot of media with vampires IN it, i grew up with castlevania and i'm a huge jjba fan...
so i guess Alucard (even though he's not TECHNICALLY a vampire, he's a dhampir) or Dio Brando. specifically part 1 Dio because his design is so fucking goated.
oh and the vampire on the title screen of vampire survivors. he's the only one in the game.
my minecraft pets
their names are lard and coconut oil :3
i'm gonna try to get more like parrots and stuff
sleep is for the WEAK
(i am evidently quite frail... good night, chat.)
just had freaky dog sex w/ @cyanospectre while listening to linkin park during a thunderstorm
i can't tell if i was too smart or too dumb to get gr00med.
i WANT to believe it was the former, but... it was probably the latter tbh.
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