Darkjaydeity - ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆judas ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆

Divorced old men are happening again

I was not supposed to vent here but alas, twitter has too many ppl that know me and i wanna speak to the void in peace. Even tho i crave some attention sometimes >3>

anyway, back to reblogging my favorite ships and pieces of media

My gender dysphoria/envy gets so bad sometimes i catch myself looking at a man/ masc presenting person and having this gut wrenching almost like a disgust jealousy from how their looks, their hair, their figure, its so bad i want to rip the pieces i want from him and glue it to my body.

my full cover for @shadow-zine from last year ♥

Shadow the Hedgehog

I swear I wanted to make some cool-epic-sexy arts to show the majestic vibe of each of the scrybes buuuuuut a meme bug bit my ass so here we are

[ID: A sketch in dark green of Leshy and P03 from Inscryption. Leshy has P03's monitor cradled in his arms, and his eyes are closed as he snuggles into it. P03 is blushing and looking up and away to the side. /End ID]

hey guys im being so so normal about this video game

scrybes more like dies

Ever since things ended between us, my brain won’t allow me to create romantic scenarios to fall asleep to like i used to.

now whenever i think of one i just spiral into the vague feeling of “what if it was us doing it?”

i know I should have moved on by now, it’s been almost three months, but alas, my mind likes to torture me.

and all i can do is wait for that moment to pass. So I can be happy to be alone, again.

without the chest tightening “what if it was us?”

more people need to care about this with me. omega hold them.

Trigun stampede… im in shambles

I binge watched it yesterday and saw the last episode today. Im in SO MUCH PAIN I NEED TO SCREAM ABOUT IT CAUSE NO ONE ELSE I KNOW HAS WATCHED THE SERIES.

on one hand, I understand why nai did everything he has done, and i lowkey was rooting for him to get his paradise because he is right about how humans no matter what will keep hurting and overusing the plants till they all die. BUT i so desperately wanted vash to prove to him hes wrong, he has SO much faith in humanity that not even humanity itself has, and they keep hurting him and he keeps believing in them and keeps trying to connect with his brother and you’re just sitting there wondering WHY??? Why does he believe in them so much, to the point of hurting himself?

because he is “vash the stampede” and he’ll always believe

in a way, both the brothers have two different ideas of their paradise, their utopia. While nai’s is a place where he and his brother will never have to worry about humans abusing and killing their kind, vash’s is a world where both the species coexist and are mutually beneficial to the other. He wants everyone happy. MY HEART ACHE AS I TYPE THIS CAUSE I GENUINELY CANT SEE NAI BEING A VILLAIN, BUT I ALSO WANTED VASH RIGHT, BUT I ALSO WANTED NAI AND VASH HAPPY AGAIN, BUT I ALSO— *MENTAL BREAKDOWN*

in conclusion, i will never recover. And i love vashwood