Ever since things ended between us, my brain won’t allow me to create romantic scenarios to fall asleep to like i used to.
now whenever i think of one i just spiral into the vague feeling of “what if it was us doing it?”
i know I should have moved on by now, it’s been almost three months, but alas, my mind likes to torture me.
and all i can do is wait for that moment to pass. So I can be happy to be alone, again.
without the chest tightening “what if it was us?”