Darkjaydeity - ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆judas ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆

Shadow the Hedgehog

Ever since things ended between us, my brain won’t allow me to create romantic scenarios to fall asleep to like i used to.

now whenever i think of one i just spiral into the vague feeling of “what if it was us doing it?”

i know I should have moved on by now, it’s been almost three months, but alas, my mind likes to torture me.

and all i can do is wait for that moment to pass. So I can be happy to be alone, again.

without the chest tightening “what if it was us?”

jonggi ending fairies ✨

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for @applejongho and me <3

on self-sabotage

the bomb, florence + the machine// appointments, julien baker// abject permanence, larissa pham// never wanted to dance, mindless self indulgence// king, florence + the machine// quote: lauren e. bowman// in the woods, tana french// does the universe fight for souls to be together?, jamie varon// olivia laing on loneliness, marrying the poet ian patterson and the challenge of intimacy// left alone, fiona apple// @mjalti //renegade, taylor swift// a burning hill, mitski// ICU, phoebe bridgers// legit tattoo gun, the front bottoms// just, radiohead

jongho ✗ kcon thailand 2023

intensity

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Trigun stampede… im in shambles

I binge watched it yesterday and saw the last episode today. Im in SO MUCH PAIN I NEED TO SCREAM ABOUT IT CAUSE NO ONE ELSE I KNOW HAS WATCHED THE SERIES.

on one hand, I understand why nai did everything he has done, and i lowkey was rooting for him to get his paradise because he is right about how humans no matter what will keep hurting and overusing the plants till they all die. BUT i so desperately wanted vash to prove to him hes wrong, he has SO much faith in humanity that not even humanity itself has, and they keep hurting him and he keeps believing in them and keeps trying to connect with his brother and you’re just sitting there wondering WHY??? Why does he believe in them so much, to the point of hurting himself?

because he is “vash the stampede” and he’ll always believe

in a way, both the brothers have two different ideas of their paradise, their utopia. While nai’s is a place where he and his brother will never have to worry about humans abusing and killing their kind, vash’s is a world where both the species coexist and are mutually beneficial to the other. He wants everyone happy. MY HEART ACHE AS I TYPE THIS CAUSE I GENUINELY CANT SEE NAI BEING A VILLAIN, BUT I ALSO WANTED VASH RIGHT, BUT I ALSO WANTED NAI AND VASH HAPPY AGAIN, BUT I ALSO— *MENTAL BREAKDOWN*

in conclusion, i will never recover. And i love vashwood

SEASON 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seonghwa ♡ the record ep 11

Divorced old men are happening again