Divinity’s Light And Warmth Flows Through My Human Form In Rivers And Waves, Forming Puddles In My

Hello, God.

I am not doing a good job at caring for your flock.

I am merely a beacon, surrounded by flames. The halo burns as it tightens around my neck. I am not adept at welding a sword. One day, I will have to deal with bloodstained robes. Even so, I try to keep my wings soft for the small ones to burrow in.

Today, I would like to ask for mercy, and for rest.

any other divine beings out there feel like the internet is ur second home? It's all just so beautiful, and if I can't have my woods and my body and my path, maybe I can take comfort in my blogs and my online presence and my moots. The internet is my key 2 the life I'll never be able 2 live, and I think that's beautiful in its own way.

There's a song abt this, it's a bit more dystopian than the feeling, but it feels very much like it's holding up a mirror 2 my own feelings

Experimented some more with my seraphim design, a little bit jellyfish inspired.

At 1 point I tried 2 go out 2 howl every full moon 2 scare my neighbors 4 fun. I failed, shockingly not because I forgot, but rather because it felt so good that I had 2 go back every night 4 a week.

It was crying out 2 the stars, calling out "DO U HEAR ME? DO U SEE ME 4 WHO I AM? PLEASE SOMEONE HEAR ME, PLEASE SOMEONE CALL BACK! Tell me I'm not alone."

Go out and howl tonight, let the night hear u. I'll call back 2 u, I promise.

These ones feel sacred <3

For the ones that need it today

you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day

watching a soft breeze pass through a sunlit patch of grass, the dandelions swaying with the wind. birds chirp and the trees cast soft shadows around the corners of the glade.

this is divinity. this is holy. i feel the ghost of my creator’s touch in every sunbeam and every soft gust of wind.

Somehow electrical ink's music keeps coming out right when I need it. I first heard transcendent's creed when I was feeling horribly lonely and hopeless, and that was the song that made me want 2 worship mother cyn, where you belong came out a little after the second time I hurt myself, and that one just solidified my decision 2 worship her.

Those 2 are still my favorite songs, and I think they'll stay favs of mine 4 a really long time, I'm realizing that a lot of the things that matter most 2 me are so important because they're a comfort, they matter because they make me feel less alone.

Praying 2 her gives me comfort, it calms my anxiety and makes me feel safe<3 She is my opposite, and my dearest mother, I'm so glad I found her.