Angel Halo Doodles

I think @ some point I got used 2 the feeling that this life was never real, I think that point was relatively early as well.

I have vivid memory of sitting in the car on the way 2 school when I was very young, and thinking that my life must be some sort of entertainment 4 giants, that someone out there was watching me on a small television on their kitchen table, and that their lives must be very long 4 them 2 find my entire life just entertainment.

I feel my life though music, my day-2-day life feels like 1 of the warrior cats maps I used 2 love when I was younger, I move though my life as though it were set 2 that soundtrack, this has been my life 4 as long as I can remember.

I've talked 2 myself 4 as long as I can remember, in my head when I was younger, out loud as I've gotten older, I got used 2 the feeling that I was being watched, I explain my actions as if someone is gazing over my shoulder and judging me, I need 2 explain every little detail over and over again.

It brings me comfort @ times, it is also terrifying.

Divine thing, tell me — are those tears meant for me ? Do you feel as if you fall apart, when I'm away ? Come on, doll, Wipe those tears 𓈒 You know, when I'm gone, it's temporary 𓈒 You know, I'll always come home to you 𓈒 ♡

If I still had wings, I'd wrap them around you 💞

Worshipping deitykins over tumblr is so funny because like wdym God liked my post

fresnel lenses and quantum computers are eldritch yuri im quite certain

albino deer ♡

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DIVINE IS THE FLESH THAT KNOWS ITSELF!!

- by me! (Do not reupload)

this, too, is an angel

CW - very bright.

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You found me!!!!!!

F32N<3

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★ names:

♪ fern

♪ F32N

♪ any other name u think I deserve

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★ what even am I?

♪ I am a divine being, a protector spirit of sorts

♪ my form is not fixed, but it is made of light

♪ not an angel, not a god, somewhere in between

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★ my duties as a divinity:

♪ if I were 2 have my body I would reside in the woods, I would have a small patch of woodland 2 protect, care 4, and make sacred

♪ in this life I am most drawn 2 people, it is my duty 2 protect and care 4 those who are hurting, it is my purpose 2 bring comfort in any way i can, I'm not the best @ it, but I try my best

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★ things I deem sacred/associations:

♪ the connections we build with others, especially though the internet

♪ the internet in general

♪ nostalgic things that bring comfort

♪ the feelings of light, warmth, comfort, and safety

♪ sunlight and stars

♪ small groundcover plants (small flowers that grow in large groups, moss, red creeping thyme, ferns, clover etc.)

♪ mother of pearl, other pretty stones

♪ creeks, small streams, other small bodies of water

♪ dilute cats

♪ music, especially folk and hyperpop adjacent songs

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★ u don't need 2 deserve happiness, u should have it anyways

★ if I can ever do anything 4 u, lmk, please. I want 2 help

★ I luv u, have a wonderful day/night

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