Not Bad For A 43 Year Old...

Every time she tells me she is texting another guy.

It was in the morning, she asked if I could come pick her up. When I got there, she said I had to come in for a coffee. It was the start of something amazing.

The best text messages I've ever received from her, for real :

1. I'll finally stay at his place for the night, don't wait for me, go to sleep

2. I would like to go to this party, but without you

3. His cock was longer. Thicker too

4. When I wanted to leave he became hard again, so we did it one more time

5. I gave him a blowjob and he liked it very much so I let him cum in my mouth

Tell me if you like it, tell me if you want more, tell me what kind of text you like to get from her in the comments

Big fight again last night, followed by loads of dirty talking during some hot sex. I am so confused, such conflicting emotions.

Haha, yep.

Shane Ballard

@inboxdenver it is like your whole blog reads my mind, especially your own stuff.

Well. Louise has delivered her list, she has even included some commentary that, in my mind, spices things up even more. We did discuss the number in the list before she finished it, she thought she had less left to do from my original list of ten (two or three, not six). She hadn’t actually come up with seven or eight so it has ended up being a list of twelve. She did say I could choose two to drop off if I wanted, any two except the first one. Haha, as if that is going to happen. This is a copy and paste of what she sent, all I have edited is J’s name and added a few comments in brackets.

1. Have my husband wear a small, tight speedo on the beach. I just want to see you squirm but, I return, I will wear the bikini of your choice. Conditions - this will be during our getaway, the bikini has to be one I already own. (Bloody bitch, but I’ll do it and yes I will squirm. I wonder if she remembers that she has some very small wicked weasel bikinis and some extremely “see through when wet” ones. I feel she is putting too much trust in me, thinking I would be too embarrassed to make her wear one. We will see who squirms the most - mind you we haven’t been speedo shopping yet, I should see the outcome before I make statements. Wait, I should also check too see if she hasn’t hidden or got rid of those bikinis. Game on babe.).

2. Do the card night at J’s. I am scared about this one but it gives me serious goose bumps and I have decided I want to do it.

3. A gang bang. I figured I’d just come out and say it. Thinking about it gets me seriously turned on. If you are ok with it, I want to do it without you there, just so I can relax and really let go. I am sure I will like it and we can do another one with you there if you want to, J said he wants to meet you and he’ll love to do both. Tell me and drop this if it is too much.

4. Have sex in the dunes. I want to do this with you first and, maybe, do it with a stranger too. Your idea of me going for a walk with someone, getting out of sight and you not knowing what I’m doing is really sexy.

5. Do something with that guy at the beach. A blowjob maybe? He could be the stranger in the dunes. Or not. This one is conditional on you having the guts to ask him though. (We were at the nude beach a few weeks ago, a guy walked past us. He was fully naked, heading off for a walk along the beach, it goes for miles. I just figured he might be her type and, also, he has a rather large, fat cock. I told her about him and when I saw him heading back our way, I said she should check him out. She did and I was right, she did find him attractive. I told her she should fuck him, she told me she’d think about it, I thought she was just teasing me. This whole stranger thing is very new).

6. A wild card for you, I really want you to choose something. I doubt that I can’t ever get over my feelings of guilt but I think this will help. Whatever you want, with me, without me, for you, for me. Seriously, anything.

The other six, the ones from my silly, original list that aren’t done yet. I still can’t (or don’t) really believe it, but she said she is determined to do them. There’s no timeline or plan, just determination. I’ll say one thing, if I know Louise that will be enough.

7. Give two guys just a blowjob only.

8. Have an MFF threesome (she even knows there’s a difference between FMF and MFF, she said this has nothing to do with her guilt either, she has always been coy about it and has now said she wants to do it. Now for the hard part, finding the couple for her to do it with).

9. Go braless in public while wearing something a bit see through. (A while ago, I would have said this was no chance, more unlikely that the sex ones even).

10. Have sex with a stranger. (Probably covered by one or two of her new list but we’ll leave it here just in case, she can always tick off multiples).

11. Let a guy feel your bare boobs. (this should actually be easy, if she follows through on the card night thing with J, more about that later).

12. Answer the door bottomless.

Whenever I see this one (or similar), I wonder if it is possible for there to be a question I wouldn’t answer…

Six out of Ten in Six Months

Following on from my latest two posts below, here is my final list of ten. From this list, Louise has agreed to do her utmost to do 6 of them in the next 6 months. After giving it a fair bit of thought, and through talking to her about it, my decision (in reality she had a lot to do with it too) has been to try and make it achievable without being too easy. Louise was ok with me not giving any her any in the list that aren’t ones that I really want her to do too. That is, there’s no easy ones that I could just take or leave.

1. Have sex with more guys since you've been married than you had sex with before.

2. Give two guys just a blowjob only.

- these two are particularly interesting. Until quite recently, I believed Louise had had sex with two guys before me, both long term relationships. The second guy, her ex husband was the super jealous and controlling one, he had always believed she had just just one partner before him. Even though he took great pleasure in telling Louise about all of his conquests he could barely handle that she wasn’t a virgin when they hooked up. When Louise and I met, she carried on with there just being the jerk husband and one before him. Over time, it became harder and harder to tell me the real truth. I do fully understand as I too had left a couple out of the equation, there’s a lot behind it all and suffice to say, here, that it is all sorted. The real number is four guys, the two serious relationship guys plus two others. One was just as she came out of high school, the real taker of her virginity. He got the lucky break when they partied at the beach, after their graduation. It was a typical first time, wham bam kind of thing, all over in no time, unfortunately for her. Oh, he wore a condom. The other guy was a cop, one who used to come into her old work a fair bit. It was in between the two serious relationship guys, she agreed to a date with him one night and then a second. She ended up back at his place after the second and the rest, as they say is history. They dated, and slept together, a few more times, he never got past the condom stage either. Then she met arsehole and, somehow, broke it off with cop guy to be with him.

- there was one other sexual experience, which happened in her year 11 at school. She had a bit of a boyfriend and ended up sucking his dick for a little bit at a party one night. She followed it up with a proper blowjob a few days later and then gave him a few more before they broke up a few months later.

- So, she has evened up the before and after me full sex count at four apiece. There’s just one more needed to beat that count but, as she is adamant she will do that easily, she also said she will beat the blowjob only count too. That does mean two guys would just get to enjoy that, and nothing else. I didn’t for it push it but she wants the challenge and reckons she will give it her best shot so I had to include it in the ten.

- Her confidence level is ten out of ten for number one. She says eight out of ten for number two, I have no idea how but we’ll see what she has in mind I guess.

3. Have an MFF threesome.

- I chose this as one of her very unlikely ones. She does know that the MFF signification is different to FMF too. Her confidence level is one out of ten (I think it’s really zero). I did leave out anything to do with me watching, just to give it a slightly better chance.

4. Let me watch her get an erotic massage.

- the erotic is intended to distinguish it from any type of sensual that is named that way because of fragrant oils, or sounds of the ocean, or something like that. The only other condition is that she must have at least one orgasm. Her confidence level is ten out of ten, lucky me.

5. Wear a bikini that goes see through when wet, then get wet or wear a very small or micro bikini.

- naturally, wearing these at home wouldn’t count, unless there’s people around of course. Her confidence level is five out of ten. Funny how that is lower then finding one guy to have sexual with, and two guys to give blowjobs to.

6. Go braless in public while wearing something a bit see through

- highly unlikely, unfortunately. But I have to try it on!

7. Have someone cum on you and pic for hubby or give someone a blowjob and pic for hubby.

- this is interesting, I decided to give two choices here but she is 100% confident on both and she’ll only count it as one!

8. Have sex with a stranger.

- this is the only one where I’ll allow a double up. She can do this and, obviously, still count it for number 1.

9. Let a guy feel your bare boobs

- somehow she is more confident on this than going braless in public. There’s no doubling up with this one, it can’t be a masseur nor can it be someone she has sex with.

10. Answer the door bottomless

- I chose this because a t-shirt and nothing else is the sexiest thing a woman can wear in my eyes. If the t-shirt is a little short at least. Likelihood is quite low, which is good for increasing the chance of other ones.

Talking Part 2.

We went to the nude beach on Saturday morning, it’s a place we just love to go to but it’s also a place where we do our most serious sex talking. We weren’t at the beach when I first revealed my big fantasy to Louise but it was the place where we most explored what it meant or, should I say, where I tried to explain and she tried to understand. Since then, it has definitely been a place we both associate with our sex lives, many of our little dares have been at the beach or on our way home from it and, as things have developed, it is where were have continued to play little games and talk things over.

It would be easy to say that winter contributed to us not talking enough because, after all, we had not been to our favourite place for several months. But, the truth is that we just got a little complacent. Things had still been exciting during winter but we had just both felt they had slipped a little. Anyway, that is behind us, for now at least, and we found ourselves at the beach, naked on a beautiful day, armed with some new and very interesting information from our neighbours.

I will most often start or steer our conversations onto the sexual side and I was eager to do so on Saturday. On reflection though, it was actually Louise who led most of the conversation, she too had some things on her mind and I was very, very happy to find out about all of them.

“How about that one?” I asked, very soon after we had set up and laid down to enjoy the sun. It was a question about another man, I used to ask if she would suck that guy’s cock but, over time, it had evolved to just that simple question.

“Umm, no way,” she replied. We don’t intend any disrespect to the guy in question but, even when I asked, I knew he wasn’t her type.

“Before you ask, I would with those two though, both of them.” She had motioned her head towards two obviously gay guys and yep, I could have picked that they would both get the nod!

From there, we quickly progressed to talking about Alan and Anna, especially about their little games. That, in turn, saw our conversation move to the little things we do or, specifically, had been doing less of recently.

I used to regularly send Louise some of the captioned Hotwife photos from here on Tumblr. Earlier, I found them a safe way to share things that turned me on, or things I fantasised about. After she had actually dipped her toe in the Hotwife waters, I started to send her ones that either “celebrated” things we/she had just done or ones that hinted at other things to try sometime. I didn’t really think she was into them, she never really said much about them at the time, but our conversation turned to some of those little memes and I learnt that she had actually found them fun and, especially, insightful. Because it was becoming apparent that they actually did have an effect, I asked if she would like me to send more, after all there’s practically thousands to choose from. So, we have a bit of a plan now, I will send her naughty memes, with my own comments on what I think about them, and she will tell me what she thinks too. She is going to do the same, find some of interest to send to me. I’m pretty sure it will be a lot of fun and, even better, it might plant some seeds for things to try and/or even be on the educational side (I’d just love it if it revealed something Louise might like to try).

Our conversation also covered our own “body count,” or Louise’s to be more accurate. I think I wrote earlier about a conversation we’d had about the subject and how I had said I fantasised that she’d end up having sex with more guys after we got married than she had before (yes, it was from a hotwife caption). We were messing around at the time and I got a bit cheeky and said she should go for at least twice as many as before. We ended up playfully “agreeing” that we’d go for ten guys, which would well and truly put us past twice as many than before our marriage. We had a point of confusion though, because we had been talking about New Year’s resolutions she had it in her head that the ten target was for 2024 alone. We did clear it up several months ago but, at that time, she said she was still going to try.

So, with it being December now, there is absolutely zero chance of getting to ten (the number is currently four), especially seeing how we’re going away to spend time with her family over Christmas (even without that it’d still be practically zero chance). However, I learnt that Louise had actually been thinking about other guys that she might add to the count. I was pleasantly and very surprised to hear what all about those thoughts.

First one concerns Grant, the guy she fucked regularly for a while there and I use term “fucked” because it is most appropriate with him. Whilst Louise sleeps with Tom, or has sex with him, maybe even makes loves with him, it is much rawer with Grant. They definitely fuck and it is exciting to watch. Anyway, Grant has a friend, one who Louise actually let me believe had joined in once before and he was always a chance to be included, it just never happened. I knew that Lou still talks and texts with Grant sometimes but I learnt that she has told Grant that he and his mate still owe her a threesome. The downside is that Grant has been seeing someone, he has said it doesn’t matter but it does to Louise. So, that takes it from a highly likely situation to a wait and see what happens one, more on the unlikely side of things unless Grant’s relationship status changes again.

Then there’s Tom. I also knew of a conversation they’d had quite some time ago regarding another friend of his, also named Grant. At the time, Tom had joked about him as a mate who was down on his luck, saying he needed someone to give him a good time to cheer it up. They’d looked at photos and Louise had confessed that she found him “very fucking sexy.” She’s just not sure on where the other Grant is at with his life now and, perhaps more importantly, whether Tom would be into setting something up. We agreed he feels like a 50/50 chance.

She also said she had thought about the two guys she had naughty massages with. Neither are her regular masseur, who she has had sex with plenty of times now, these two were both before him, we travelled interstate both times for those massages. The first of the two was definitely up for much more at the time, he was naked and hard for most of the massage. The second stayed clothed but she did notice he too had a bit of a hard on happening under his jeans. We both know the first guy would only need us to make an appointment and it would happen. The second would need the appointment and then it’d be a case of how bold Louise would get, to make something happen. They’re both something of a chance, if we can plan a trip away. Oh, I should say she is sexually interested in both of them. The first guy had the biggest dick she has ever seen in real life, bigger than Grant’s even. At the time, she figured she wouldn’t want to try something so big, now she’s at least a little bit curious. The second guy was one she found very attractive in his tight white t-shirt, he definitely had sexual appeal for her.

As we talked about those two guys, especially the second, Louise learnt something about my fantasies, something I just thought she knew. I said something along the lines of how I was hoping she would tell me she sucked the first massage guy’s dick. When she was telling me all about her massage (straight after it happened) she tentatively said he had put it in her hand and she squeezed it. Later that night, when she found out how I liked that, she confessed to playing with it a bit more than just a squeeze and how she had definitely been pulling on it when she had one of her orgasms. It was then that I hoped for more confessions, but there was no more to give. Anyway, on the beach on the weekend we clarified something that I thought she knew. My fantasies have always included her giving another guy a blowjob, she thought the fantasies were around her progressing things beyond sucking someone’s dick, that they needed her to have sex with someone. I don’t really know how, over the many years, that we still had that little misunderstanding but it is all clear now. Babe, watching you give a blowjob, or even hearing about it is a huge fantasy and a massively big turn on!

Our conversation digressed, down the blowjob path, for a while then. In a funny sort of way, it was despairing to find out that she would have sucked another guy’s dick for me no problems if she knew that would have been enough to really do it for me. For Louise, blowjobs held nowhere near the same level of taboo as “having another guy inside me” did for so long. Wow, I am still letting off some heavy sighs about that, but with a smile on my face at least.

Just reiterating something I have written before, I have always been a lucky man as Louise does love to suck my dick. Now we are absolutely clear on the fact that we would both love her to suck some more, it opens up a few more possibilities as there’s “plenty for guys that I would suck but not fuck.” Her words obviously.

I did ask for an example and was surprised to hear that her boss of over twenty years might be one, under the right circumstances. His wife, although lovely, does give him a really hard time and there has been plenty of times when he has confided in Louise. Well, Lou told me there’s been a few times when she has thought he could just do with a nice blowjob and now, just maybe, she’ll tell him one day. I had to ask what would happen if he didn’t take it well, if he wasn’t in to doing something like behind his wife’s back.

“Are you kidding, have I not told you how much he always flirts with me?”

She actually hadn’t and that’s a story we agreed to come back to after we had finished talking about everything else that was on our mind.

Then I asked again about the fact that he was married, and would she really do it with a married man.

“No, probably not, but it’d be fun to tease him about it,” was her answer.

We did talk some more about blowjobs, but I’ll just leave it at saying I am quite hopeful there will be some stories to write about in the near future.

That’s probably enough for part 2 as well, more to come when I get some more time.