Not Being Able To Kill Myself Is The Worst Feeling

why's my dog being a weirdo an licking the blood from my carpet

you don't care you don't care you don't care about me. I told you. I told you and you only acknowledge it with a "oh" before changing topics. what's new. nothing's fucking new cause you don't care about me. you'll respond with the same thing if I told you I'll be bleeding out on the bathroom floor tonight.

One day everyone will think I’m just offline for awhile but I’ll be gone

going to attempt to get away with wearing long sleeves until May hits. hopefully the scars will be faded more by then.

i don't know what's going on anymore, I'm just gonna blackout until the 12th

why are we okay recently. well, not okay, but neutral. I'm not overly suicidal or depressed or anything like normal, but just rather nothing, numb, if anything. and I kinda hate it. makes the invalid feeling feel stronger.

talking to/spamming my bf and he mentioned when we meet irl one day and that made me just shdhelwkvso

i don't know how he puts up with me but I love him, I hope we can really see each other one day. please be soon. i mean, im getting a job when I graduate, so maybe it's really possible..

1hr ago me was wrong btw

i am freezing right now, why is the cafeteria so cold