I’m Such A “i Want Your Attention” But “won’t Bother You” Kinda Person

con of insomnia and always staying up late he also gets up at like 5-7 in the morning. depending on day i dont get up till like 12 on the weekends

Spotify tw sui implied vent tw sui ideation bpd bpd thoughts bpd feels bpd problems bpd splitting su1c1dal self destructive thoughts

i wanna be sk1nn1 tw ed tw eating issues disordered eating cw eating disoder trigger warning disordered eating mention

and me internally freaking out because i cant find the hand vacuum the one i found wasnt strong enough had to use actual vacuum and get help need that hand vacuum kept upstairs again

bpd bpd thoughts bpd vent bpd feels bpd problems bpd splitting directed towards my partners but also others

npd cause yesterday they kept telling me through a meme “this is you” (the meme was about npd-) and while ive considered it. i dont think i do. sure. i got traits of it. but i dont think i got it

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photo i took today while i spent an hour in a dark room