“AND IIIIII DON’T WANT IT BACK AT ALL!!!! BUT I MISS YOU BABE OH GODDD!!! YOU KICK ME AND I FALLLL

hi those tts to zombie girl by addriane lenker r making me cry cuz it’s late and im emotional so here’s a ramble

it’s dogs and grandparents and babies. i’m not fond of kids they annoy me but what the fuck dude this is so sad. there was one where it was a pic of a toddler on a slide and the next pic the slide was empty. i’m sobbing??? life is so fleeting and tomorrow is never promised and that’s so scary. like that was someone’s kid and he’s just gone?? you wake up one day and your parents go to sleep that night knowing you aren’t breathing that’s. what. like that’s so unfair that’s a baby. which ofc this made me think of suicide bc. life isn’t promised but if you can live one more day please for the love of god do it. for all the people who can’t and didn’t have a choice in it, like yes life sucks but i don’t wanna see a sob inducing tt slideshow with your pictures in it. that’s so AUGGHS death makes me so angry or like idk it’s so unfair to everyone involved

found out i failed both the english and math njgpa today 🥀🥀 (they like determine if u graduate or smth?? idk they’re important) and yk what. i don’t care bc i am a good person and i possess many great qualities and i have whimsy flowing thru every vein in my body ok

listening to fun upbeat music right when i wake up instead of listening to sad stuff is SUCH a mood boost like i’m so glad i started doing this

i love my friends i said i was hungry like nonchalantly to just chat and he just whips out a little raspberry lemon cake and gives it to me :3 SWEETNESS!!! AND AS I TYPED THIS I WAS WALKING THRU THE HALLS AND I KID U NOT I GOT ACKNOWLEDGED BY 6 OF MY FRIENDS HOLYYY SHIT i love life guys what

how to tell my friends i’m not a girl. and lowkey prefer they/them. without sounding like i just timetraveled from 2020. cuz like nothing would change besides the pronouns cuz im content w everything else. GGGRRRR RAGGSGS GRRR AHSD SLAMS HEAD INTO WALL

i feel like some of them will hate me idk… like ew lol look at this FAGGOT FREAK

i love you so..by the walters……i say in a strained dying voice before my heart gives out and i die bc that song is so fucking real

just remembered i have state testing from periods ONE TO FOUR 🥀🥀 brah wth brah

dawg i’ve been disassociating so bad all day 🥀🥀 i was in my a&p class and genuinely idk came back to reality and did NOT know what i was doing wdym i have scissors in my hands who gave me these ‼️‼️ what the fuck… i’m locking in now tho trusttt shit was wild tho ngl

me when i have a conversation with my friend about one of my other friends and my perspective on the situation is entirely changed and now i have to reconsider decisions i’ve made 😨

duuuuude i am so cunty and awesome and my eyes see wonder in the world that most cannot and my outfits are fire and people love my aura and i make people laugh and i am a vessel made of love and laughter