does anyone else hate using the word chuckle
makes me feel like santa
i hate it
need those october fics you hinted at
now pls 🫦🫦
they’re coming soon i promiseee
billie eilish x fem!reader
context. your ex girlfriend, billie, can’t resist calling you a week after you’d broken up.
warnings. angst, fluff, suggestive
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‘if you go, i’m going too’
a sigh of relief was heard on the other end of the phone when you’d pressed the green button, spilling out a hesitant ‘hello’ as you held the phone up to your ear. There was no response however, lighting up a flame of irritation in you.
“Who is this?” was the next thing that fell from your lips, laced with hostility.
“baby,” it was quiet, soft and inviting. Emotions from the previous couple months all encompassed into the term of endearment.
“billie?” your voice softened at the realisation of who it was.
“deleted my number already have you?” she teased, but it didn’t make you smile, not in this moment.
“billie, what happened? are you okay?” the questions tumbled out in an attempt to comprehend the reason for her call. it had been a week since you’d broken up, and hearing her voice felt like you’d been taken back to last Friday.
“yeah no, nothing happened, i’m fine. i just..” she trailed off, gathering the courage to speak, or the bravery to do the right thing, and hang up. but she was weak, and so were you.
“yeah?” it was a plea for her to continue. a beg for her to speak the words you couldn’t.
“i miss you baby.” your eyes drifted shut, a flush rising to your cheeks.
“billie, this isn’t a good idea.” it was the truth neither of you wanted to hear.
“i don’t care.” she whined, desperation clear in her words.
“billie don’t say that.” she let out a sigh of frustration at your words.
“i know you missed me too, this week has been the shittiest week you could imagine.” and suddenly you found yourself drifting into your usual conversation, like you would’ve a week ago.
“i’m sorry bils, how can i help?” it was a stupid question and you’d realised soon enough. all of this would eventually lead you back to her.
“you know how.” it was a confession in itself, revealing what she hoped to get from this call.
“tell me. whatever you need, i’ll do it.” you couldn’t reject her, not now, not ever. she had been everything for you, and she still was.
“come over, please.” her request was simple but it meant so much.
“are you sure?” her answer would decide your future, because it was clear what would happen if you complied with her wish.
“i need you.” those three words were deadly, they represented so many things all at once. they could be interpreted as multiple meanings.
“fuck,” it was a sigh of submission, giving in to her. and everything you’d previously given up. “i’ll be there in ten.”
‘cause it was always you’
the silence that followed the knock on her door, was deafening. leaving too much space for you to fall into the pit of doubt, that was still very much prominent. when the door finally opened, she stood in front of you, her perfect eyes attaching themselves to yours. then she smiled, engulfing you in a gentle hug, holding you as if you might break.
“billie.” it pulled her out of her state of daydreaming, grounding her with the realisation that this didn’t mean the beginning of a new chapter.
“i’m so sorry.” the apology was long overdue, but when she closed the door behind you, inviting you back in, none of that mattered.
“i know, but i need your promise, that we’ll be okay this time. i can’t go through breaking up with you again. i won’t survive it this time.” your throat closed up, signalling you to stop talking before your feelings spill out of your eyes, in front of her.
“of course angel, i understand. i’ll give you whatever you need.” she held your face in her hands, confirming her words at the slight rub of her thumb, over your cheeks.
“i need your devotion, your love.”
“but baby, i..” she paused for a second, pondering on wether her next words were ones she’d later regret. but she soon brushed the doubt away, releasing herself from its constraints, confessing her truth. “i’ll love you ‘til the day that i die.”
when she brought her lips to yours they were warm, inviting. they connected and moulded together as your bodies inched closer.
‘and if i’m turning blue, please don’t save me’
the heat from her breath, warming the patches of skin tainted by her tongue, as she ran it across your naked body. her lips attached to yours nipples, and then your clit. devoting herself to your pleasure. expressing her love for your body.
‘nothing left to lose, without my baby.’
and when your mind lost itself in her affection, focusing on her tongue buried deep inside you hole, you felt connected. birds of a feather destined to reach for each other in times of difficulty. destined to end up in each others’ embrace in times of despair.
‘we should stick together.’
billie eilish x fem!reader
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she’d gone absolutely feral. leaking your sex tape in order to get your attention. you’d be livid if it hadn’t worked.
"fuck, bils. I-I’m still angry." you stuttered between broken cries, having lost track of how long she’d had her fingers in your tight cunt, your body a mess.
“mm, sure babe.” she kissed your inner thighs, mumbling words of apology like she’d been for the past few hours.
“god, i mean it.” your whines were coarse as you repeated the words until they lost meaning, having the momentary anger fucked out of you, all night.
“of course pretty.” your moans stripped away your pride as she left wet trails across your bruised neck.
“y-you can’t just leak that video of us.” she slowed her pace when she felt your high approaching, leaving you squirming under her body.
“want to show them your mine, want to watch you like a movie.” her breath was fanning down your neck as she whispered the words into your ear.
“i’m not yours.” your protest seemed to amuse her as you bucked your hips, causing her to push them back down as you whined.
“mhm,” she didn’t believe you, “that flashing red light. baby, you’re a star.” your body went limp as she slid another finger into your slick heat, watching you fall apart on her fingers.
"p-please billie.” she smirked.
"please what, babe?" she teased, curling her fingers as you gripped her bicep.
“mm, so c-close.” she watched your expression soften when you finally came undone, your juices mixing in with the previous ones, the wet patch on the sheets growing.
“we’re pornstars, baby.”
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me rn:
let’s pray i just deleted that jenna fic as fast as i think i did 🙈😭
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