I want to curl up in a ball and cease existing because I have a stupid play analysis due at 11:59PM and I haven't started. Why am I being forced to do homework on a SUNDAY?!
Maybe I should paint my Ukulele with sun, moon, stars. This looks rad
Sometimes, I worry that my mental health will never get better, not because I'm incapable of improving, but because being not okay has become a part of my identity. I've spent so much of my life being anxious and depressed that I'm scared of learning who I am outside of that; Even though I know my life would be far more fulfilling as I continue to get better.
vintage clock
90s celestial decor
Standing in the rain. I tried, but it was in vain
All of my effort have gone to waste
Standing in the rain, wishing it could wash away the pain
Wishing all my mistakes could be erased
Yet I still stand here, as if I can just pretend
Pretend if I stood here long enough, it would all be okay again
can't afford those moth/butterfly bags, so I just drew myself with one instead
Unfortunately, I have just come to the discovery that my new phone doesn't have one of those audio jack thingys, and so now I either can't listen to music and charge my phone, or I have to use awful, tiny little earbuds that get lost and die all the time and randomly disconnect and reconnect from phones at the upmost infuriating times possible.
Swallow Heart Edwardian Brooch
~~Theatre major with a caffeine addiction and constant anxiety~~ [20] [They/Them]
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