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I wanted to go binge read gaz fics and after scrolling through the kyle garrick x reader tag, for almost 15 minutes every single one that I saw was another ship completely with no mention of gaz, or a head cannon with every 141 guy plus kortac, with gaz at the bottom or not even included. i’ve seen so much discourse around gaz being excluded from cod fanfic but holy shit guys this is a bit ridiculous. I understand tagging another cod ships to get more reach with your posts but having no mention of gaz anywhere on your blog, yet you use his name to get more engagement on your fics is a bit disgusting.

“After a while of being holed up in the darkness of your own making, you become numb to everything that happens around you. Good news are only good as long as it takes you to realise that they pave the way to more bad news. A smile only stays as long as it takes a frown to catch up. Even when a little burst of kindness comes your way, you think you can’t possibly be deserving of it. That there must have been a mistake, some kind of wrongness, a bend in time and space. You might be afraid: this darkness is what you know. You have learned your way around it. You know how to navigate it with your eyes closed, with your feelings on hold. You think that things don’t last, that they never do, and that this is the way of things. You claw at your skin because you are desperate to let the light in, but the cracks in your body are filled up with bitterness, impenetrable. Or so you think. You think that it is impossible to escape from this prison - whether it was you or someone else who put up the bars. You might feel like you can’t move on, that you can never leave the darkness behind you. But please think back: there probably was a situation you could see no way out of three months ago, or ten months ago, or two years ago. But you found a way out. You always did. You chose to break out of your prison, to be open enough to let the light in. You chose to get up in the morning. You chose to let go. You chose to move on. You chose the way past the hurt, past the memories, past the fear of falling back into old patterns. You chose to step into the light. And you can do it again.”

— step into the light / n.j.

"My codename will be 'Rosa'."

"Standing tall in the midst of a storm. Just like you."

Hallooo to everyone who been following this blog, I might share/write some arts and writings when there is time hopefully it will not get too tangled as my university will start online classes. Goodluck to me because I'm an arts student specifically painting, pray for my soul! I'm a bit behind due to my uni still processing my account huhu

Goodluck to everyone who are also gonna do online classes or doing anything else in this time of pandemic. Hope you all stay well even (barely) if there is alot chaotic sh*t and plenty of problems in real life. We will all get through this.. Stay safe everyone!

Shout out to tumblr for introducing me to reader insert fanfiction. Now I can no longer ship my favorite characters with anyone but myself.

My favorite part of Prospect (2018) is when Cee basically explains why we write fanfiction, and Ezra is being adorably supportive.

Cod fans tap in!!!!

And another thing!!

I’m not gonna act like the most pure person ever Bcs I’m into weird shit!!! but I can admit that!!! Some of you guys that are into the darker kinks IDRC about that! That’s fine but don’t come up here talking crap when people say that the stuff ur into is weird shit and then get mad and call them Morally pure good two shoes for saying it’s weird (which it is ). There’s a reason y’all don’t tell your IRLs about ts Because once again IT IS Weird SHIT!!! Stop acting offended when people call y’all out. Just as you have freedom of speech they also have freedom of speech!!! The internet is a public place!!!! just ignore and move on damn

Phewwwwww

Also a lot of y’all sound exactly like Lxlicons, Pxrn addicts and losers but like female when u say “iTs JusT FiCtIon” like omg stfuuuuuu. IDRC care about consensual non consensual kinks btw!!

Anyws how was y’all’s day???🤭🤭🤭🤭

Kingsman

*yawns* with Merlin

a/n: I'm sorry if it is terrible writing. Hope you like it anon-chan! ToT

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Being part of Kingsman may or may not be easy for you. Another day and another time of feeling haggard with sleepless nights to fill your days. It is all worth it for you can contribute some help in anway you can even if not everyone knows it.

You, (Y/n), are the lover of the best Hacker's (at least for you) Kingsman, agent Merlin. You never how it became the the two of you but it is all a bliss. A bliss that made both of you to be together in this relationship. It may not look that the two of you are together because in the eyes of people, you act normal but in the closed doors it is different yet so endearing.

The two of you are alone in the working station of the base at the night because paperworks. You may be expert at being part of Kingsman but not this.... work of labor.

"Ugh and done" you said in your exhausted form.

"Merl are you finished at your works?" you asked Merlin as you looked at him still busy doing some works in the computer.

"Not yet, love" Merlin replied tiredly with his sleepy eyes

"You know, my beloved? You can continue the work tomorrow right?" you suggestively said towards Merlin.

"I know but I rather not be-*yawns*" Merlin replied.

"Well I'm right, we should go home and rest" You replied holding hands with him as both of you went home.

It was the one night V couldn't bring herself to argue with Jackie. This was their moment, it was meant to be greater than them.

Sometimes loving you makes me hurt myself more.

We all want happy endings in our lives, but how can we create a happy ending? Maybe it's time to ask ourselves what we really want in this life.

What makes you happy? What makes your heart flutter?

Start doing the things that make you happy. Something that will catch your interest.

This might fill the emptiness you're feeling right now.

Try to go out with your friends, watch your favorite movie.

Soul searching is a way of freeing your mind, your heart, your body, and your soul from all the things that aren't working for you right now.

Enough time will help you decide what you should do. Talk to your friend, seek company that will make you feel like home.

Friends will help you ease the pain but at the end of the day you have all the control in your life.

- A Letter found in Reception, Konpeki Plaza

FFXV Headcanons: First Meeting at Highschool with Ignis

It just a dull Wednesday for you.

Well not really dull but you get what I mean

You are just having a hard time in focusing your studies, the usual academics, stressing the student lives for centuries.

You are in the library studying for incoming test.

You're very worn out with eyebags and terrible coordination or cognitive thinking because of your sleepless nights.

Studying for your least favorite subject since you are in a prestigious school. Oh no no no no you cannot waste your money for you to fail grades what kind of student are you!?

Well a future failing student because you can't get the lessons into your head.

'UGH, I can't fail even if I don't understand a thing or maybe its just a mental block'

Or maybe you're having a mental breakdown

"I shouldn't give you up, ugh" you exclaimed to yourself as you faceplant yourself towards your pile of bools and notes.

Unknown to you a brunette man is observing you the whole time.

"Do you need any help? I see you appeared having some rough time" said brunette as he approached you.

You suddenly jolted almost bumping the brunette

"Wha-?! I'm sorry and thank you for the help, but may I ask who you are? I am (Y/n) by the way" You inquired as holding your hand out to him.

"I'm Ignis Stupeo Scientia and a pleasure to be your acquintance" Ignis said as he took your hand and kiss it.

Something in him, felt something towards you, attraction perhaps because of your uniqueness or may be the spirit of you having not to give up despite your difficulties.

One thing you know you passed your test with flying colors after your tutoring with him and you meet each other after that.