There's A Scream Inside That We All Try To Hide We Hold On So Tight, We Cannot Deny Eats Us Alive, Oh

If you ever feel like a failure romance wise, just remember that Kavinsky manage to fumble Ronan Lynch over text, then he fumbled him again whilst he was high, and then fumbled him again so badly he actually blew himself up

the raven boys / the dream thieves

they’d all forgotten that adam was an animal. love this parallel because

1. being his own master w/ the devil/lucifer’s estrangement from heaven + animal autonomy

2. adam (sometimes) believes he is intrinsically bad but this is only (partially) because he was ‘cast out’ by a higher power!

4. many people’s assumptions about adam are wrong. their pitiful “drawings” of him don’t contain his true complexities, and/or at least he thinks they never can.

3. ronan wants to fuck the devil. okay!

4. coca-cola t-shirt 🥺 the archetype of “adam” in red…

post-win andreil bone crushing hug at the olympics. injected into. my veins

Rip rosekiller, you wouldve loved watching scream and saying "literally us" everytike stu and billy interact 💔

actually can’t wait to see the graphic novel design for K

andrew being in the foster system for 13 years before juvie, his home with nicky being his 13th, bee being andrew’s 13th therpaist, the ravens scoring 13 goals in their first match against the foxes on the 13th of october, there are 13 ravens drills, neil’s interrogation with the fbi lasting 13 hours, andrew and neil’s numbers adding to 13

andrew: do you believe in luck?

neil: only the bad sort

13 being the ‘lucky number’ of the series despite it being a superstitious sign of bad luck. mirroring the subversion of expectations within the series that starts with andrew and neil beginning to understand each other after a shaky start, and ending with the foxes beating the ravens.

everyone talks abt neil if he was "nathaniel" and a part of the perfect court but the REAL perfect court would have been:

riko moriyama (#1)

kevin day (#2)

nathaniel wesninski (#3)

jean moreau (#4)

andrew minyard. (#5)

LIKE !? the most insane lineup that uve ever seen. they would walk onto a court and be the scariest group uve ever witnessed omg?? and if they let neil and andrew play w the aggression the ravens were taught? they would be killing ppl on the court!

Now that I finished my second read of tsc, there's only one reasonable thing to do.

*Neil Josten let his cigarette burn to the filter without taking a drag.*

something i will always think about is trc and cars in trc.

all the parallels, they're calling my name, how every car reflects their owner in a way or another

Character, book, and author names under the cut

Neil Josten & Andrew Minyard- All for the Game by Nora Sakavic 

Wei Wuxian/Lan Wangji - Mo Dao Zu Shi/Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu