Nathaniel is Jean's broken promise.
Jean is Neil's "what if..."
What if Mary didn't give a fuck about her son, just like Jean's parents didn't? What if she didn't love him enough to try to save him? What if they didn't run away?
Sold to Moriyama and Riko specifically, given a number on his cheek, broken, scared, tortured and raped.
Jean-yves Moreau is Nathaniel Wesninski Neil Josten barely managed to avoid becoming
…imagine having been 1 of andrew’s experimental hookups when he was locked up…ur walking down the street minding ur own business and then u see a giant billboard of andrew j. minyard, professional Exy star and most-watched goalkeeper in the nation, and u do a spit take and ur buddy’s like “yo u ok???? haha oh yeah andrew minyard he’s pretty hot same” and u’re just like “he sucked my dick in juvie”
Am I just too obsessed with marauders, especially slytherin skittles. Like for example
- Harry walked to the platform 9¾ and all I think is that marauders and skittles walked many years ago on the same platform, going to hogwarts
- Harry asking the truth about his scar, Hagrid saying that there is bad wizards too. All I think about is Regulus, Barty and Evan. (don't get me wrong I love them but that doesn't change the fact they we're deatheaters.
- Ron introducing Scabbers to Harry, all I think is wormtail.
- Seeing great hall for the first time and I'm thinking all the convos that marauders, valkyries and skittles had there. All the drama.
- Seeing McGonagall, thinking about all the drama she had to solve when the marauders we're at Hogwarts
- Ron whispering to Harry that all bad wizards come from Slytherin and I'm thinking about skittles (again don't get me wrong)
These were just about the first book but you get the idea 😭
Kevin, leaning over Seth’s coffin: how could you do this to us, we’re so short staffed.
also have some of my very real thoughts while reading tgr (no spoilers)
another: who is richer, Jeremy or Neil?
one question: how rich is jeremy’s ass
follow up question: is he going to try and buy jean’s freedom from the moriyamas
i know i’m getting ahead of myself but i just got so excited for the dream thieves graphic novel… like the kavinsky dramaaa, him and ronan drinking and dreaming in the woods full of white mitsubishis, the blaring sun on the manmade lake, the gray man!!!!!!!! i’m curious how k will look, he’s not quite as clear in my mind as other characters are but i’m sure that his design will be as satisfying as the rest of them are so far :)
Okay but what lives rent free in my head is the literal connection between K and the devil in trc (or at least how i understood it)
I don't know do y'all remember the scene or made the connection like i did, but it was in the end of tdt, before the party and adam and persephone were fixing the leyline,
There was the repeated hurry mentioned, hurry hurry hurry but adam didn't know why, until there was a white mitsubishi- K's car (Adam wasn't sure was it K, but i think the gray man was elsewhere and that'd also be the time K went to kidnap matthew (it was K's car so the connection is to K))
right after was this:
Persephone turned over a card. The Devil.
All of a sudden, Adam was quite certain of why they were hurrying.
THE DEVIL im not crazy right? How i see it, (im gonna ignore how maggie made the easiest way out of this and gonna focus on other things) is that K's tarot is the devil, straight connection right?
it could also be a way of showing the blatant black and white of ronan and K, because K thinks that he's a god, but what and is he really the devil (yes i say), that'd for me to mean ronan was the god
after all, (im not religious nor catholic) but they think god as good (i hope or im rlly out of religion), and when it comes to dreaming ronan is the greywaren at the end, not a thief, he uses his power for good
K was made to be the bad person, but also from my perspective (+ now adding the religious one a bit), the devil isn't bad, it has a very different view of the world and whats right and whats wrong compared to god who has stricter limits or separating good and bad, black and white of each other (ying and yang shit), which is why the devil fits K so well, and god more or less ronan
(added, satan is an undername for the overall term of the devil (which might not be correct (im not sure (i think?))) but satan is often associated with fire and also is angel of Death / is seen as the fallen angel which once again, fits K)
it also might be that satan and the devil are two different, (i acc think this one is the more correct), satan could be "the god of evil" but not certainly the devil, (also lucifer is different than either of those, but satan and lucifer both under devil, (not the devil itself)) (please tell me if you know how satan, the devil and lucifer go because i do not know for sure)
if you can, please BUY The Sunshine Court yourself.
It will be less than a dollar to purchase. Don't get it from third party book sharing sites.
If you are able to, please support self published authors.
wrt print versions of tgr, am trying to get them put together asap, I just haven't really had access to my computer or files since the 22nd, which is.. Fun. but now am fully out of the prev place, so I should have some breathing room these next couple days.
she / her | trc, aftg, marauders... anything? | not artist enough | if u dont like kavinsky try pyrotechnics?
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