jeremy saying he's always wanted a dog and comparing jean to a starving dog vs andrew saying he wants nothing and calling neil nothing
Don’t get me wrong, I think Andrew calling Neil Rabbit is cute, but I don’t really like it. And this is absolutely no hate to anyone who does. It’s a cute pet name but I think it means something completely different for them. Andrew only calls Neil a rabbit because of his tendency to run away from his problems, and I think he only ever calls Neil rabbit like twice maybe in the whole series (Correct me if I’m wrong) and only when Neil gets flighty. It’s not an endearment, it’s an accusation and an insult honestly. Andrew literally says, "Remember this feeling. This is the moment you stop being a rabbit.” As in he trust Neil not to take off because Andrew’s got him. It wouldn’t make sense for Andrew to call Neil any variant of rabbit because that’s not what Neil is to him anymore.
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Happy Birthday Kevin Day.
do you ever find it funny that Riko wanted to make a perfect team of players for the USA nation while he's Japanese, Kevin is half-Irish, Jean is French and Neil is half-British and the other half is Polish???
Like dude almost nothing about ur team is American tf do u want to do?!?!?
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hey since we're in a sharing mood and since I have never learned to shut the fuck up while writing good news and bad news wrt Sunshine: good!!! it is going out to its first beta reader Monday at long last bad!!! TSC is gonna be two books :( (AT MOST. I will chew my wrists open before I stretch it to 3) potentially good!!!part 2: I think this will salvage the second POV, but I won't know until after the betas take a look at it. stay tuned, lovies
I feel like the aftg fandom has just swung hard from one mischaracterization of Neil to another.
Yes, Neil is not an innocent little soft-boy like a lot of fans made him out to be pre-TSC, but he isn't some cold, calculated badass either.
He took out a hit on Grayson over Thai food. He doodles fox paws in his notebooks and hates vegetables. He insults FBI agents' parking jobs and he spent a bus ride staring over the back of his seat making heart eyes at his boyfriend. He manipulated the agents while eating takeout in the interrogation room. He canonically internally panics and overthinks the entire time he's attempting to manipulate anyone. He uses people's family trauma to manipulate them. He misses his mom.
Neil Abram Josten is a multifaceted character
Come with me down this rabbit hole if you will. The moment we the readers find out about how much Andrew cares is the moment he says "I hate you". Because of this one "throw away" line in the first book "I don't care about exy enough to hate it".
I personally think this is the exact moment HE relieved he was in love with Neil. Because he realized he does care, he cares so much it hurts. And he hates that, he hates his feelings, he hates the fact that Neil makes him feel- makes him care.
And so he hates Neil, because he loves him, because he wants him. Because he cares for him.
hey guys what if jeremy did actually destroy his family? what if he was in the wrong? what if he purposefully did something to hurt them? like an angry teenager would do? and maybe they did something to him first. but what if their feelings are valid and they only come off as villains bc it’s from his (obv bias) pov? what if we don’t know anything bc he’s genuinely ashamed of what he did? what if what if what if
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