i think it is very depressing that like every aesthetic people try to emulate are of people doing things but they themselves are incapable of being somebody that does things… the mall goth 2005 aesthetic revived in 2022 but nobody goes to the mall to be annoying and weird and nobody lets themselves be cringe… the cottagecore aesthetic but nobody knows how to raise gardens or live self sufficiently … the dark academia aesthetic but nobody actually reads books…. The obsession of looking like you are a type of person who does something without actually doing anything … the Instagram effect
j.ove
please adopt a stoner mentality and stop overthinking things such as the way you acted in a situation or what your voice sounded like to other people or whatever. nobody cares about where you put your hands or how you reacted to social stimuli. please just relax and enjoy yourself for a second.
the thing is like. cowboy bebop & trigun are functionally similar pieces of media (melancholy 90s space western adult swim animanga) but trigun is like. you are lonely and permanently running from a past that is part of you that you can't escape and which continually haunts u and affects u in the present. (hopeful) (breaking the cycle) and cowboy bebop is like. you are lonely and permanently running from a past that is part of you that you can't escape and which continually haunts u and affects u in the present. (derogatory)(the past is alive and it is going to fucking GET you)
anyaaaaaa
original idea from this vid