The Pain Is Overwhelming And There's Nothing I Can Do Or Take To Stop It. Cutting Myself Isn't Enough.

I am trying. Truly. I'm doing my best, I hope that's enough.

They will find someone better than you. They will replace you.

You are replaceable.

dying inside while pretending that everything’s fine

I would be whipped if I said them

“You’re so calm and quiet, you never say. But there are things inside you. I see them sometimes, hiding in your eyes.”

— Tracy Chevalier, Girl with a Pearl Earring

“How many people have died to achieve this world domination of yours?” “769.” “…What?” “769 people died to achieve my plans. I counted them, and had each of their names etched on my throne so I never forget what my victory cost the world. Now tell me, how many have you killed to see me dead?”