Crying Because I Only Just Found Out About The Ultimate Tumblr Sexyman Poll???? And How It Destroyed

🌹 a flower for everyone not feeling their best today

hey, sorry i didn't post a march recap. everythings been really draining recently and i haven't been doing that well, it's my 17th birthday the day after tommorow so there's that i guess. had a bunch of friend and family issues and i don't really feel like doing anything, the easter holiday also ends in four days. that's all for now.

when i was younger i used to be such a disheveled mess, now i'm still a mess but at least i'm pretty

Shut the hell up …

another important thing to remember is 1) u can pick up any hobby at any point in ur life and get outstandingly good at it & 2) the project u've been working on & aren't pleased w the current outcome so far will not be your last. u will draw/crochet/paint/sculpt/write another piece, and another, and you will have many chances to be fully content w your craft. so you should cherish the joy of making art instead of worrying ab the results & think ab how lovely it is that we're all vessels for artistry and we can share the divine act of creation!!!!!

thoughts after finishing euphoria (s1) (pt3)

18:47 - 23 Jan 2022

i suggest checking out the other two `thought while watching euphoria` posts before reading this one! SPOILER WARNING - OK BUT THE ENDING - THE CHOREOGRAPHY AND MUSIC OH MY GOSHHH LABRINTH AND ZENDAYA REALLY ATE THAT SHIT UPP. - love fez #fezcosupremacy - cassies figure skating scene had me on the verge of tears, I love the callback to her childhood and innocence through the use of it, and like the costume being almost the same blue to the doctors scrubs?!! - FUCK NATE JACOBS - the fight between nate and his dad, when nate was screaming you could hear the pain and anger. - MADDY FINDING OUT ABOUT THE CAL JACOBS TAPES - i was NOT expecting that. - mouse is horrifying, like he hasn’t even gotten violent or anything but his presence just manages to give you that silent kind of fear. posted a bunch this weekend so don’t expect anything until later this week, i hope to do a season one overall review, maybe analysis?? and binge season two when all the episodes are out that’s all for now! ~ Amimi

january jive (jovial and joyless)

yes, alliteration in the title of every monthly random diary/mood/whatever this is post is going to be a thing now sooo i had my careers interview not too long ago which was actually pretty cool! now you ask (because i’m sure you’re dying to know),  “was it anything like what you were expecting???” no - i was expecting it to be incredibly formal actually but it wasn’t at all, in another school nearby who had theirs back in december everyone was told to come to their interviews in formalwear - which i’m glad we didn’t do because i would be agonising over the perfect outfit. also i turn 16 in exactly 76 days waowwwwww - so i’m already considering part time jobs and such but it’s crazy crazy because i have no idea how to apply even after my job interview. my job interview was just a very nice old person (a self employed gardener) asking me about things i liked, stuff i’m currently studying, interests and how they tied in to what job i’d like to do - and also asked about what my siblings do which i’m wondering as to why that’s relevant but hey, brotherthing 1 and brotherthing 2 i really hyped you up. (catch that dr seuss reference :DD ) @mohkomx bday also went by and i did my best to quickly whip up a birthday card which turned out okayy! but omlll, on the night before the envelope i had bought ripped because the card was slightly too big to fit - and so i did my best to follow a so-called easy origami tutorial to make an envelope - then i gave up halfway through and held the thing together wish pretty gold washi tape. 9/02/22 - i somehow put this in my drafts and just never posted it lmao wtf, better late then never

ghibli movie binge? ghibli movie binge.

Winter is here!! Going on a trip to Paris today, dear god. The fashion, the colors, buildings and such everything is just so aesthetically pleasing. I’ll be sure to post all about it when I’m back on Sunday  Til then ~Amimi

bonfire night (with the bastard of the barrel)

watching shadow and bone while waiting for the fireworks to go off and lowkey wishing the crows were from the UK omggggg because blowing up the house of parliament but actually getting away with it would be the most kaz brekker thing ever.