Need To Cvt So Bad But My Arms Are Still A Mess 😭 I Don’t Want To Move To My Thigh But It Looks

do i masturbate or self harm? these are life’s greatest questions.

I just want a girlfriend who doesn’t judge me when I sh but instead helps me clean the cuts and checks on them to make sure it’s not infected. I want her to think I’m pretty even if my thighs are covered in wounds and scars🤍( ;´ - `;)

Andddd maybe….a little kissy kissy after helping me clean up ( //>///<//)

Me. I am Elation.

They should invent a doctors appointment where everyone is super chill about everything

Maladaptive daydreaming is all fun and games until the constant disconnect between you and your real life creates a loss of emotional sensation and you've lived a hundred different lives and you no longer know which one was "right".

Spooning but I press the tip of my cock to the entrance of your pussy then play with your tits and bite your neck until you're wet enough to thrust all the way inside in one go~

I honestly don't understand the problem people have with self harm... It's just a coping mechanism like any other. I don't want to k!ll mys3lf so it's not like its dangerous. Nobody has a problem with smoking and drinking even tho they are terrible for you but as soon as I decide to pull out a blade suddenly everyone's panicking.

is this all im meant to be? a wasted life lost between time and trauma.