You know how badly I wish I were naturally skinny with a fast metabolism so I wouldn’t have to fucking worry about this and fight urges and cravings my entire life???
I’m sick today 🥀
gay thinspo because i’m feeling super gay rn oop
Only this.
I binged. Not even the normal one cookie or a bag of chips binge. But like actually eating 700 calories in 5 minutes. I can feel all my hard work of this week draining away with all the food I ate. I can feel the food demon smiling maliciously at me for giving in. I want to cry I can’t believe I did this to myself and what I especially hate is how I enjoyed it. I need hardcore meanspiration or thinspiration or honestly anything to keep me going.
Do not develop and eating disorder because of Tumblr’s glamorization of them. Please. If you’ve just discovered this side of this hell site Get out Don’t come back or it can ruin you They try to make it seem inviting and give their disorders cute names “Ana” and “mia”
Why people promote such an awful disease I’ll never know But I know you know what can go wrong and no you aren’t the exception. Your hair will fall out and so will your teeth The stick thin girls you see are sick. It isn’t oversized sweaters and fragile hands. It’s developing lanugo all over and wondering why you’re so cold in the middle of July. He won’t love you more when you’re Bones Blue gums And being covered in bruises isn’t attractive. Having the shakes for weeks isn’t cute. Being permanently bloated isn’t sexy. People won’t be jealous, they’ll be concerned. Disgusted even.
This post isn’t for the people who made their blogs to vent. It’s not for the people who developed an eating disorder because of things like stress,anxiety, depression, obsessive compulsive tendencies, or the desire to lose a few pounds gone awry.
There are healthy ways to loose weight. If you think you have or are close to developing an ED please please please get help.
Anorexia killed my best friend. Bulimia has almost killed me , it’s currently killing me. This is not a diet This is a disease This is a state of Decay
(Ps) yes this is tagged under pro Ana and pro mia because that’s where I want people to find it before it’s too late
Devon Aoki in 2 Fast 2 Furious