I'm too small for size 0 now
you’re my goal
reblog if you:
~are 17+
~struggle with an ed
~is an active blog as of 3rd of May 2019
I’ll check you out and follow ya!
You may not be where you want at the moment, The popular girl might have the body you’d die for. You might’ve eaten an entire bag of chips (or crisps) last night at 12 am. You’ve might’ve gained a little bit of weight or you might’ve only lost 2.5 pounds when you wanted to lose 6. You’ve might’ve skipped a workout because you were too tired, you might’ve cried in the mirror this morning because you are so disgusted with the way look and how fat you feel. You might’ve sat on the toilet floor begging yourself to throw up but you didn’t. Because you don’t want to go back down that road, instead You stood up and walked out with a smile on your face even though you felt like your world is fucking mess. You may not have the body you want yet, you may not be at your UGW, but I promise you, one day you will get there, it might not be today or tomorrow or next month, but you will. Stay strong and stay safe. I love you.
xxx
There aren’t any more calories to burn.
Imagine how much weight you could lose after 24 hours of fasting.
After 48 hours of fasting.
After 72 hours of fasting.
After a week of fasting.
So yesterday me and my sister were talking and we ended up on the topic of thinspo because we were looking up studyspo and things like that for bullet journaling and she freaked out and though someone’s username said thinspo and she looked concerned and said she feels bad for those people who have accounts like that and that she’s worried about that because of how unhealthy it is and she thinks it’s so fucked up and I just kinda say there mute and not sure of what to say I think she notice because she kinda just pat my shoulder kinda like “it’s okay if you have/used to have that” I think that’s what she meant but Idk I’m continuously posting and reblogging this crap and I don’t want to get better I’ve been dedicated for about 2 and half weeks now (my ed has been up and down and obviously it’s really fucking down) but I want to be unhealthy thin I know it’s bad I know I’ll be basically killing myself but who cares I want to be thin I want it more than anything
155 pounds today. So shitty that my period comes and literally throws me 3 pounds behind, like 3 days of the diet I’m on never even happened. Fuck my body.
Anyway today is abc diet day 10, and it is a fasting day…I’m worried I going to fuck up but hopefully I can get through it…. ⚠️pic not me⚠️
i hope i kick this plateau’s ass….🤞🏻 - exercising before i’m weak- 1 heart= 5 jumping jacks 1 reblog=10 jumping jacks
Doing that is a symptom of depression I believe it's called fixation or something like that you spend hours and hours thinking about everything that's wrong and it messes with your brain the more you think about it the more it'll happen it'll actually make all your disorders get worse it's what happened to me you should really see a doctor 💞 I hope you feel better
It’s nearly 3 in the morning and I can’t sleep. All I can think about is labels, Depression, Anxiety, Anorexia, Borderline, and how they slip between my fingers, how I simultaneously fit all of them and none of them. It’s hard to control an effect when you can’t name your cause
me: *obsessively weighs myself* me: *counts every calorie* me: *fasts for 24+ hours regularly* me: *lies about eating to loved ones* also me: I don’t have an eating disorder, i’m faking it