17 (03/13) → He/Any → fickin
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y'know what? i think im jst like... depressed or something
-Jason
just reminded me i haven't updated mine in MONTHS
-Jason...
Talia: *attempting to calm a newly conscious Jason Todd* I am sure this must come as a shock to you, child, but it’s been three years since- Jason: *jolting up in bed, scaring the shit out of five watching assassins* FUCK, MY FICS HAVE GONE UN-UPDATED FOR THREE YEARS? Talia: Jason: I PROMISED MY SUBSCRIBERS— Ra’s: *leaning over to Talia* what is a . . “Fic”? Talia: *shrugs*
i like the idea that red hood is to crime alley what daredevil is to hell's kitchen in the dd comics. in the way that:
Jason: *in full red hood gear, walking through an alley* homeless man next to him: hey, todd. how's patrol? jason: *grinning under his helmet* i don't know if you need new glasses---or maybe a memory boost, jimmy---but the todd kid is dead. i, obviously, am not. homeless man: *snickers* yeah sure, sure, jason
Jason: *walking down the street in civvies* passerby: hey! hood! i have some info for you, drug deal goin' on 'round the docks jason: *raises brow* yeah? well, i ain't hood . . . but i'll take that info to him if ya want. he patrols near my apartment passerby: you keep tellin' yourself that, dude
batman: have you seen the criminal Red Hood? crime alley resident: *lighting a cigarette, making continual eye contact with batman* I'm blind. haven't seen anyone batman: *examines the woman* obviously not. you can see me just fine crime alley resident: ya ain't ever heard of selective vision impairment? it's totally a thing batman:
little girl: hey, hood. th' cops were lookin' fer ya jason: hmm. what did ya tell 'em? little girl: t' stick it where th' sun don't shine jason: *high-fives her* i'm going to buy you an entire toy store, kid
our headspace is okay, it looks like the amongus cafeteria and then a random hallway with our bedrooms... i wanna upgrade it soon, I was thinking about having a shared/public bath house thing, but Cass said she would go in with us... then flashed us with a naked Draculara doll... I think that's how she looks like?
-Jason
Jason should have come back to the manor post-lazarus pit and revealed himself as Jason Todd but not told the rest of the family that he’s also Red Hood. can you imagine how fucking funny that would be.
Nightwing: honestly! my family is fucking INSANE! i swear the only good one is my little brother, he died and came back and decided to ditch the vigilante life.
Red Hood: oh shit really?
Nightwing: honestly probably the smartest one out of all of us, he’s reading in bed while we’re all out here on stakeouts!
Red Hood: interesting. tell me more about how this brother is the best of all of you.
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Red Hood: so what are you guys getting the smart handsome not-vigilante brother for Christmas?
Nightwing, Red Robin, and Robin:
~
Batman: now i need all of you to have an equal share in the clean up-
Red Hood: yeah sorry, you aren’t MY dad, so i’m gonna dip. have fun cleaning!
the funniest part is when Dick and Tim decide that since Red Hood and Jason are so similar and Red Hood CLEARLY seems to like what he hears about Jason, that they should try to set the two up.
Jason, calling Roy at 4am: i need you in Gotham within the next hour so you can dress up as Red Hood and we can pretend that I’m sleeping with myself.
Roy:
Roy: i’m gonna get caught sneaking out of your bedroom with lipstick on your helmet
Jason: this is gonna be the funniest thing we’ve ever done.
as a transmasc Jason... yep.
Random goon: Hey boss, were you the one to pick that name as an alias? And why this one?
Red Hood : I used to have another name, before... A long time ago. But that person is dead now. I get to choose for myself now, they can't take that from me. I won't let them.
Goon: Huh.
***
Random Goon: Say boss, why do you never take off your shirt in front of us?
Red Hood: Well uh, I actually have that really fucked scar on my chest and I'm not comfortable with...
Random Goon: Don't worry boss, we get it, you don't have to explain yourself to us.
***
Red Hood, high on some toxin: God, I wish my family...
Random Goon (on boss-sitting duty): why not try reaching out to them?
Red Hood: They would never accept me as I am now... They wouldn't agree with my so-called "life choices". Besides, they don't miss me, they miss the person they think I used to be... I wasn't even a man when I last saw them.
Random Goon: Damn boss, that sucks.
***
And then the goons throw the Red Hood a party on trans visibility day and Jason is so confused he straight up cries.
Bruce and Dick having an actual break down because Damian just told them then he has another brother.
Bruce: Is he still living with Thalia?
Damian: I think so, the last time i saw him he was in the league with me.
Dick: And how old is he?
Damian who just take in caunt the years Jason have since he came out of the pit.
Damian: like 3.
Tim: Only shit. But wait his father is also Bruce?
Damian: Obviously.
Bruce all ready thinking of a thousand plans to get his new son out of the league of assassins.
Damian: I don't understand your confusion, he seemed to already know who all of you are and he doesn't have a single drop of affection for you. I would say he hates you all.
Bruce starting to get alarmed because how does his son who he doesn't even know already hate him?
In other part of the city an angry Jason is planning his revenge but suddenly a sneeze make him have chills
Jason: I feel like someone is talking about me and i don't like it.
every single time i go into the headspace Habit is on his goddamn phone. idek what he does on it
-Jason (NOT MIKE)
update i just remembered that i wanted to write down is that recently i've been watching Invincible.
Each time I watch the show I feel like a different person... which is kinda weird bc
if this is an alter shift, who keeps doing this? pls lemme watch the show in peace
if it's not an alter shift, what the hell??
Whoever is praying for my downfall has got to stop because shit is working
so uh, haha... like always... MORE system questions...
holy shit i have terrible memory. also hello, im the 'alter' in this 'system' who thinks I'm faking this.
Atp might as well just call the people in my head imaginary friends. I hate them for being there and would like them to leave. This whole thing causes me so much distress it's actually insane.
So here are some questions I have as a 'questioning system'
Why am I the only one that can still remember how other alters felt during a memory (IF i can recall it)? But it feels like when someone is telling you something and you share their emotion on it (empathy/sympathy i think)
I have terrible memory, I can hardly remember the day unless I think hard on it. Could this be from staying up too late? Usually I go to sleep around 1 am and wake up around 8-9 am, recently ive been waking up at 7 (for an unknown reason)
Is it normal for headmates not to talk to you/or whoever is fronting unless you interact with them first?
Is it normal for switches to be so often? (usually we have 1-2 switches daily now) but it feels like personality+gender/sexuality change only... like the switch is so unnoticeable we don't even realize there was a switch.
Also, does anyone have any resources we can use to research this further? I really hate having to ask people abt this esp since it takes forever to actually get an answer.
lil vent
we're so scared of being fake, fakeclaiming ourselves on a daily basis. what if we're actually not a system? we switch way too often and get blurry+blended even more. Sharing memories, and not having drastic switches is making us go crazy. We have hardly any barriers between each other so it gets really hard to differentiate each other plus we have terrible memory, so it could just be that we genuinely don't remember something rather than have emotional amnesia
we can't even really remember our trauma completely either
i told my therapist about marble hornets and she cut the session short…
"damn that sounds awesome i wanna watch it now, get out"
ISTG CASS KEEPS BLENDING WITH ME. LEAVE ALONE.
i hear her louder... she's trying to take over the body, no wonder the whole days ive been feeling confused...
-💥
(image is me feeling blurry ALL DAY and cass blending with me.)
to our 2 followers, any ideas for our system's name?
I haven't really been thinking about it since it's pretty unimportant but me and cass have been wanting one
Mp100!!!!
took a while, i finally remembered what happened, but it's very hazy.
-💥
😟 i can't remember anything from yesterday other than when Cass came out to our friend and then I switched and got mad. But this is bad because we have a collective-memory. Why don't I remember anything from when I wasn't switched? I only remember a bit of what Habit did a couple days ago (play guitar hero... he SUCKED ASS AT IT)
This is genuinely worrying, where did the memories go?
-💥
😟 i can't remember anything from yesterday other than when Cass came out to our friend and then I switched and got mad. But this is bad because we have a collective-memory. Why don't I remember anything from when I wasn't switched? I only remember a bit of what Habit did a couple days ago (play guitar hero... he SUCKED ASS AT IT)
This is genuinely worrying, where did the memories go?
-💥
i feel like we're switching too much?? checking my SP and jason and cass keep fronting, they even blended together for a good hour and now we're blurry...
i feel so tired. i really hope we're not faking
-???
jason genuinely says stuff like this... he goes through the "i hate people who use slang" to "skibidi slicers sigma alpha"
-🪳
Skibidi die.
THIS IS ACTUALLY JASON. our mom recently got a cat (we've never had a cat before)... the cat is actually becoming dog like too (since he's being 'raised' by our labrador (SHES SO GENTLE WITH HIM TOO))
-🪳(?)
a twt prompt<3
does anyone know how to tell your friends you're plural? I (Cass?) wanna have more accepting friends/be able to not have to mask around friends, but we just recently came out to a friend and she acted negatively and now Jason isn't letting us talk to her about it anymore... Any tips?
-🪳(?)
habit (🐇) made these.
-💥?
heading down this whole thing, except one more year until we're legally an adult
-💥
reclusive child with elaborate imagination and maladaptive daydreaming to plural teenager who doesn’t identify with thier own body anymore pipeline is unfortunatelg real
haha... i think ive accidentally forced my headmates into forced dormancy before. Mostly because I was ashamed (i mean... usually stuff like this is movie-definition insane).
like it's making sense as to why it was quiet for a while, and then theyre back. BECAUSE I REMEMBER them being here before... long before time /ref.
anyways if someone else reads this post it might not make much sense to you, but im sure the rest of my headmates would understand what im trying to say and thats all that matters
-💥
do you guys just have like terrible memory? like idk if i was zoned out just now or what i was doing, but I was going to search something up and i realized i was doing something else and now i have like no memory of what my question was
-💥
we're a questioning system. but pretty much yeah, we have like mild aphantasia and we don't have a headspace since we very much cannot see it
We've also done research on this as well, and there have been multiple (confirmed) systems who say that they don't have a headspace due to having aphantasia as well
-💥
Hi, I have a question about systems! If you or an alter has aphantasia, where you can't picture things in your mind, can you still see your headspace?
Thats actually a good question!! We wouldn't really know since none of us have aphantasia ^^"
hi other systems anyone with have experience with this?
wait why'd you actually call this.
having very big denial right now, but also im feeling a little refreshed
-💥
JASON (💥) COME BACK... ive noticed lots of things i need you to deny!! /lh lick lick 👅
-🪳
idek what i made you say
-💥
😟 (first time ever) jason possessed me istg...
i was writing something and like... THAT WAS NOT ME WRITING... that was so weird...
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