a night in
Feeling tge effects
Getting crazy nostalgic about my old art of them from early last yr . I was genuinely on somethijng else I was pumping these out like multiple days a week I really miss having that type of yaoi free time but now I'm in college and slow at drawing#fail.
I like seeing how my style/the way I've drawing them has developed over since then. Its funny that I used to be so embarrassed of posting these at the time but now I draw comparably way more embarrassing shit than this so idgaf anymore.
i go to bars and coffee shops and breweries and libraries and thrift stores all the time by myself and i have a chill banger time i love my own company. so why is the grocery store a warzone. im fighting for my life. barely make it out alive. if someone even looks at me i want to blow them up with my mind
i wish more of you would understand that alter roles are just common archetypes of ways that alters can present, and not definitive boxes that all of your parts MUST fit into. not every system comes with a set host, persecutor, protector, gatekeeper, etc. and the roles of host, persecutor, protector, gatekeeper, etc. (ie how they operate within your system and what they do) will look different for every system, too.
and, you don't have to know every alter's role. you don't have to immediately understand the exact intricacies over why all of your parts exist and what they're doing to be valid. trying to force your parts to fit into boxes of how they should be instead of trying to understand them as they are does way more harm than good. just saying.
Guys I don’t think I want the body to keep the score anymore