Abyss’ Masterlist

ngl im so proud of myself and my shifting journey recently, I don’t pressure myself to shift anymore, I don’t force myself to script or meditate. I really just go with the flow and do what I feel like in the moment.

shifting shouldn’t feel like a chore and that’s the biggest thing you need to know.

another thing is there shouldn’t be any disappointment after a “failed” shift. You HAVE shifted. you ARE in your chosen reality. So own that.

Why be negative and tell yourself you haven’t shifted!? when you really can tell yourself you have and control this reality as well.

Whenever i think about him i start giggling, kicking my legs, twirling my hair

✰ FOR YOU TO TAP IN, THE VOID MUST BE THE ONLY OUTCOME ✰

your subconscious doubt is why you “fail” constantly

To succeed in the void you must do one thing, know. That’s it. You must have the intent to shift. And i know you’ve heard that a million times and you’re gonna be like “yeah i live in the end and it still doesn’t work”, and sure, let’s say you do that, but do you wanna know the one problem? It’s that you don’t see the void as the final outcome. You say you’re gonna get in and affirm all day, but in the back of your mind you say “what if i don’t get in”, “i’ll do this tomorrow, just in case i don’t get in tonight”.

That constant “just in case i fail” is what makes you miss out on all your desires. You treat the void like some lottery that MIGHT be successful if you “try hard enough”, or you “just happen to try the right method”. DO I NEED TO REMIND YOU WHO YOU ARE? YOURE A GOD, and the void is IN you, you don’t need to “try” for something that’s inside of you, like at all.

You should KNOW that the void is the final outcome for you.

That the void is the end of the line for you.

That there will be no other possible outcomes of the day except that you get in the void

That there is no “just in case i don’t” or “if not now i’ll try again tonight”

That there is no other outcome, the void WILL happen no matter how much you doubt or no matter what you say.

That there is nothing else that will happen today.

This is the REAL mentality of knowing, not repeating the same affirmations each day, that you don’t even 100% believe, with a “just in case i don’t make it” in the back of your mind. The REAL knowing is knowing that this is your last day in this shitty reality. And i know it sounds like hard work but it’s not. You can affirm it sure, but make sure you know it, truly.

You can’t “try” or “fail” at something that is INSIDE of you, you can’t “try” or “fail”at something that IS you, and lastly you can’t “try” or “fail” at anything because you’re a god, you just do. There is no such thing as “trial and error” for a god, you just are, you just be

TODAY IS THE END OF THE LINE FOR YOU IN THIS OLD REALITY, THE VOID IS THE ONLY POSSIBLE OUTCOME OF TODAY. 🎀💋

╯˚₊ ꒷ Daily reminder that you are doing everything RIGHT. You're affirming right, you're visualizing right, you're imagining right, you're scripting right. You are doing everything right because everything always works out for you. Stop worrying. ₊ 𓉸ྀི ༄

✶ THINGS TO REMEMBER WHEN YOU’RE DOUBTING SHIFTING.

𖥻  SPACE. just.. HELLO ?? we are literally a speck of dust in a ginormous cosmic playground that we can’t even fully explore because we’re too busy figuring out if cats can vibe to beethoven or if that godforsaken dress is white or blue. you think THIS is the only reality? somewhere out there, there’s a planet where the sky is pink, dogs talk, and you’re riding unicorns. shifting is NOT a crazy concept.

𖥻 DINOSAURS. THEY. WERE. REAL. like actual dragons without wings, stomping around, acting like they owned the place. if THAT can exist, why not shifting ? you think the universe peaked at “giant chickens with teeth”? no way. reality is way too wild for limits.

𖥻 DÉJÀ VU. EXPLAIN IT WITHOUT THE MULTIVERSE. I DARE YOU. why do we randomly feel like we’ve been here before, done this before, or even said this before? because we HAVE. somewhere, somewhen, sometime. you’re already living proof of infinite realities brushing shoulders.

𖥻 QUANTUM PHYSICS (4 da nerdies). scientists out here with their schrödinger’s cats and double-slit experiments proving that reality isn’t fixed. it’s ALL probabilities until you observe it.

𖥻 YOU'RE HUMAN. our brains are INSANE. dreams? lucid dreams? daydreaming? thinking of a time and feeling like you just tasted it? if your brain can already do ALL THAT, shifting is just another level. literally just....closing your eyes and opening them in another place.

𖥻 YOU'RE ALREADY DOING IT. every time you daydream or even think “what if,” you’re stepping closer to a version of yourself in another reality. you're peeking through the multiverse’s window. shifting is just diving in instead of peeking.

𖥻 YOUR DESIRES EXIST. if you can imagine it, it exists somewhere. that’s not wishful thinking; that’s logic. where do ideas come from if not from infinite possibilities? you’re not just dreaming—you’re remembering. nothing goes by you without a purpose. if it found you, it was supposed to !!!!!!!

𖥻 THE MANDELA EFFECT. remember when pikachu definitely had a black tail tip, or when the berenstain bears were called the berenSTEIN bears? reality’s already glitchy as fuck. shifting? just another glitch—but YOU’RE IN CONTROL.

𖥻 FAIRYTALES HAD TO COME FROM SOMEWHERE. you think someone just WOKE UP and said, “dragons, magic castles, enchanted forests!” no. no. no. those stories? they’re just whispers from realities where that’s NORMAL. you’re not making it up—you’re tuning in. experiencing it. liviiiiiiiing it.

𖥻 TIME IS FAKE. i said it. not to get too conspiratorial on my tumblr blog, but what even IS time? a straight line? a wibbly-wobbly thingy? we made clocks, but the universe? the universe is, like, “what is a ‘tuesday’?” shifting doesn’t care about time; it’s above all that silly nonsense. and so are you.

𖥻 PARALLEL UNIVERSE ARE A THING ('n' SCIENCE effing SAID SO). quantum mechanics already told us there’s an infinite number of realities where every possibility plays out. in one of them, you’re already living your best life. shifting is just YOU popping in to say hi to THAT version of you.

𖥻 REALITY IS (lowkey) BORING WITHOUT BELIEF. why settle for “this is it. this is my life. a 9-5 job. a life which i barely live out” when the multiverse is basically screaming, “come explore!!” ? you’re a creator. you’re a wanderer.

𖥻 "I FEEL IT" IS ENOUGH. don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. if you can close your eyes and feel that DR, the love, the magic, the LIFE—you’re already there. the multiverse doesn’t need proof; it needs belief. so don't let idiots with half a brain on tik tok tell you that you're wrong, when you're so, so, so, so, SOOOO close to BEING THERE and living your best life.

𖥻 finally, LITERALLY, WHY NOT ?  life’s already bananas. people thought flying was impossible, and now we’re out here booking ryanair flights to halfway across the world. people said sex with robots isn't true, and kim k is already siting on a robot's lap. people said the government cannot be stupid, and elon musk is already part of it. shifting is just the next “impossible” (and not to be cheeky...but the word literally has 'i'm possible' in it) thing that YOU are proving possible.

so. girl. dude. diva. bro. go shift.

IMAGINE…

• opening your eyes in your DR

•seeing your DR best friends

•hugging and kissing your s/o for the first time

•being able to try on clothes that you would never wear in your OR

•smelling your DR for the first time

GO SHIFT!!

I love shifting bc what do you mean after years of grieving my childhood/teenage years I can just go somewhere and go to high school and just do mundane things and heal…

how many times you shift a day

remembering a memory different from others.

sleeping and dreaming

waking up

every decision you made and acts you made on them

remembering someone or somewhere different from you memory. missing people but only certain version of them, in certain time in past. or when you see a place from your childhood it looks completely different (smaller or less vibrant)

when you are about to find out the outcome/result

illusions. smelling/hearing/seeing something only you notice but other's can't. glitches in reality

everytime you pass through a liminal space (your room's or house's door, crossroads, stairs, elevator, waiting rooms etc.)

déjà vu moments

things you know you threw out or lost appears again

feeling more beautiful or different when you look at mirror. even if it's your hair or something else in your body. noticing small changes. also differences in your home, clothes even cell phone. food tasting different, music sounds different.

that's not even all. add yours.

you shift multiple times daily and you still think you can't control it? let me start a competition to notice and count your shifts in a day

omg thank you :D !!! this definitely resonates and is lowkey motivating me…

hello !!! i hope you are doing well !

i wanted to participate in your vday readings, i thought it would be really fun. and gosh it was so hard to choose what to ask but i’ve narrowed it down to these two for my vampire diaries DR and my (planned) s/o is damon ~

✉︎ 𝐧𝐨. 𝟐 ✉︎

⟡ what romance trope does your relationship mirror ?

✉︎ 𝐧𝐨. 𝟏𝟎 ✉︎

⟡ what's the first thing they noticed about you ?

  . ۫ ꣑ৎ   . hai haiii user fruitswrl ໒꒰ྀི˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶ ꒱ྀི১ !! i'm doing well ,, having fun doing these bahasjdhajsf ,, but i hope YOU are doing well too <33

i do hope you like your reading ,, it's been like five billion years since i've thought of tvd so this was interesting to do LMAOASOFJASJF

under the cut because i apparently have a yapping problem oh my god .·°՞(¯□¯)՞°·.

⟡ what romance trope does your relationship mirror ? ⟡

𝒞ards ⦂ 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 , 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 , 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 , 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝘩𝑖𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑝𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑡

first of all woaaaaaaaaah an entire major arcana spread ૮꒰´°`⑅꒱ა ,,, that's letting me know immediately that your relationship is a very very passionate , fiery relationship

i made a little list with tropes and the cards i paired with them and shuffled & the world card came up first which was the “opposites attract” trope and it worked as confirmation , because even before i started your reading i was getting the vibe that you’re human in your dr and , well , he’s a vampire ANBABAHSDFBAJSF 

not only that but the cutesy pfp you have made me think of my fave ever ever trope dynamic where like one partner looks all sweet and like a living , breathing angel and the other is like . . . here's one of my favourite artworks to demonstrate the point i'm trying to make T T like person a is very angel-esque and person b looks like they crawled out from the underworld pairing LOLLLLASDFIAKDJF

i'm ngl when i saw the tower card i jumped ໒꒰ྀི ╥﹏╥ ꒱ྀིა momentarily considered putting it back and reshuffling , but decided against it bc it’s the card that popped up when i asked for clarity so i was like fuck it man we ball T  T i don't get the feeling that it’s in its negative connotation here because it’s clarifying the jedgement card , i mostly feel that it's telling the story that your friends warned against being with him because of his general . . . disposition ꒰ like we both know how he comes off like first impression wise ໒꒰ྀི × ˕ ×。꒱ྀི১ ꒱

and i feel like the aforementioned difference between you is why the people around you were wary when you expressed your affections for him bc they were like huh ??? you’re a sweetheart and he’s so . . . damon 💀💀💀 but dw user fruitswrl . . . i get the appeal ,, i see you and you see me LAMAJNDIFJIKJF

꒰ off topic ,, but i love it when this happens !!!! i feel like I’m being validated with my train of thought bc as i'm going on abt the stark difference between the two of you " the cowgirl and the dandy " by miss dolly parton starts playing 🤭🤭🤭🤭 ꒱

with the hierophant placed beside the tower card , i get the feeling that he changes a lot on how you look at life in general . he changes a few misconceptions you have about the vampiric lifestyle , changes how you view him from the first impression you had of him , etc . etc .

⟡ what’s the first thing they noticed about you ? ⟡

𝒞ards ⦂ 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑟 , 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠

the first thing he noticed about you is how generally unafraid you are of him 😭😭 like i’m sure he’s used to people cowering before him when being introduced to him , but with you , you were almost nonchalant about it , like you did nawwwwwt gaf LMAIAISIFJAI

idk why i’m getting this idea that like he tried to intimidate you / make you shiver your timbers , but you just blinked at him like . . . okay ??? . . . anyway . . . 😭😭😭😭😭😭 that’s a very rare thing for him to experience so it like stuck out to him pffftttt

with the very authoritative energy of both the emperor and king of swords , it’s something that genuinely he still thinks back to long long after you two get together , like he’s so stumped like how were you so chill ?? is he not as intimidating as he thinks ?? LMAIOOOOAJSDAJSDH

꒰ another off topic comment , but before i even shuffled the playlist i have for these reading , i was thinking of smooth operator by sade and i was like " huh weird okay . . . " AND LITERALLY IN THE MIDDLE OF ME READING YOUR CARDS IT PLAYS JSJAAJAJAJ mind you this playlist has like 90 different songs so i think that was v silly asdsjhfjkadf ꒱

on the topic of smooth operator , i get the feel like you weren’t fazed by his charms , like it ties in to the whole unaffected and not scared of him thing i mentioned ,,, like maybe he tried to rizz you up and you were like ummm . . alrighty . . o_o ꒰ even though you were or weren't internally screaming shahahaahdfja you just didn’t let it show outwardly at first ꒱

songs that may resonate w/ your dr relationship ⏦ﾟ♡︎ ࿐all mine by brent faiyaz ࿐smooth operator by sade ࿐cowgirl & the dandy by dolly parton ꒰ peak song btw . . . love this song with my heart LOLLL ꒱

GUYS I SHIFTED FOR THE FIRST TIME YESTERFAY AFTER A YEAR OF TRYING I SAW HARRY RON HERMIONE NEVILLE AND LIKE SO MANY MORE AND I WAS EATING IN THE GREAT HALL I ONLY SHIFTED FOR A COUPLE OF MINUTES BUT STILL OMGGG ITS REAL

I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING I JUST HAD A STRONG FEELING AND WAS FEELING SURE THAT THAT NIGHT WAS THE NIGHT AND THEN IT HAPPEND

PLEASEEE ALL YOU NEED IS YOURSELF PLEASE DONT GIVE UP I PROMISE ITS REAL NONE OF THE “FAILED ATTEMPTS” WILL MATTER ONCE YOU FINALLY MAKE IT AND FEEL ALL RUSH OF EMOTIONS AND THE HAPPINESS KNOWING YOUR FINALLY HOME

the hogwarts food was bomb it was so yummy🤤🤤