Emma’s Vampire Diaries Dr ཐི❤︎ཋྀ - Blog Posts

me in my vampire diaries reality ᓚᘏᗢ ₊ ⊹

choose a song that corresponds with a dr for each letter of your username

this is so fun, i always think of new songs to fit into my drs ! all the songs are just going to be for my vampire diaries reality because even though i technically have a billion drs i haven't really paid any attention to them...

fade into you - mazzy star

You live your life, you go in shadows You'll come apart and you'll go blind Some kind of night into your darkness Colors your eyes with what's not there... Fade into you Strange you never knew...

realms - sarah kinsely

Somewhere deep in the universe All the good things have aligned... Making my way Through the night And through the day Right to the edge At the end of time What if this realm is all where you're mine ? What if this is it for you and I ? What if this world is the only world where we collide ?...

understand - keshi

Maybe we can try it if you let me Take you by the hand You're the only one who understands... I'll admit that I'm scared 'Cause I've never really cared as much as this It's worth the risk...

in the woods somewhere - hozier

When I awoke The moon still hung The night so black that the darkness hummed... I raised myself My legs were weak I prayed my mind be good to me... I clutched my life And wished it kept My dearest love, I'm not done yet... How many years I know I'll bear I found something in the woods somewhere...

tactics ( recorded at electric lady studios ) - japanese breakfast

Tried, tried to recall Memories of peaches, the sun on my neck... A love that has to Move a great distance from you Cross a sea, keep you from me...

spring into summer - lizzy mcalpine

Somebody finds me in the state I am Love you like I mean it when I know I can't... Somebody finds me in the shallow end Love you like I mean it just because I can... Taking a picture of all the people close to us Head below the surface, almost never certain of the truth... You're always gonna be someone that I want We have too many years between us If I could jump into the past, I'd only change one thing I'd never hurt you first, I'd never let you leave And now I'm here forever, runnin' back to you...

waiting room - phoebe bridgers

And when broken bodies are washed ashore Who am I to ask for more, more, more ?... She'll be the best you ever had if you let her... I know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better...

requiem - keshi

The sun and the moon they just won't stop for you Dancing around like nothing changed... Oh, it's not the same, I miss you everyday Still some things I wish I told you Could you stay ? Why'd you go away ? Hope that we can do it over...

landslide - fleetwood mac

Climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills 'Til the landslide brought me down... Can the child within my heart rise above ? Can I sail through the changin' ocean tides ? Can I handle the seasons of my life ?...

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username song title game!

Choose a song title for each letter of your username and tag the same number of people!

i got tagged by @junoshifts on this post, and i decided to do this a little differently because i have a massive username. every song corresponds to a dr of mine, with a lyric that stuck out to me!

d - dirt - léon

avengers / pjo dr -> somebody once told me, “you can’t stay in the past. why are you going backwards?”

a - arsonists lullaby by hozier

crescent city / acotar drs -> all you have is your fire, and the place you need to reach. don’t you ever tame your demon, but always keep them on a leash.

w - whats wrong by half alive

acotar / lotr / vox drs -> looking through a haze, i’m basing everything around me on traces. the criminal i’ve been chasing is wearing my shoes.

n - new person, same old mistakes - tame impala

acotar / lotr / vox drs -> maybe your story aint so different from the rest, and i know it seems wrong to accept but you’ve got your demons and she’s got her regrets.

s - starwalking by lil nas x

xmen / fantastic four dr -> don’t ever say its over if i’m breathing, racing to the moonlight and i’m speeding. i’m heading to the stars, ready to go far.

d - daydreamer by young the giant

lotr dr -> you wake up someday and you realize that you were dreaming of the life you forget.

r - rhiannon by fleetwood mac

acotar / cc / quicksilver dr -> dreams unwind, love’s a state of mind.

e - ends of the earth by lord huron

crescent city / acotar drs -> out theres a world that calls for me, heading out into the unknown.

a - ancient dreams in a modern land - marina

avengers / pjo dr -> we could bear witness to the rise and the fall. ancient dreams in a modern land, i’m trying to get back as fast as i can.

m - magnified - island police

lotr dr -> i feel so far from home, the only thing i know is that i got lost and i got questions why.

w - when the night is over - lord huron

acotar / cc / quicksilver dr -> theres an emerald in the sky. i hear the rivers say your name, by the stars above i know we were in love.

o - open season by high highs

balders gate / critical role dr -> get on your knees in the fire, you can leave it all in your mind.

r - remain nameless by fotm

quicksilver dr -> i wish to remain nameless, and live without shame, because whats in a name. i still remain the same, you can call me anything you want.

l - love will get you there by inhaler

pjoverse dr -> i couldn’t reach it, too busy waiting on a moment. i tried so hard to forget you could only be a silhouette.

d - die hard by kendrick lamar

moc! cody dr -> we all got enough to lie about, my truth too complicated to hide now. can i open up? is it safe or not?

∙ a peek inside my vampire diaries closet ☾

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i. everyday 𝜗𝜚

☾ lace and frills… ribbons and tights... to be completely honest these six pictures just don’t do my closet any justice. you won’t catch me leaving the house without out an accessory or two ( or ten ). layers upon layers. way to many clothes, but not quite enough.

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ii. tops 𝜗𝜚

☾ buttoned downs or random tees found at a thrift store? however am i to choose…

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iii. pants 𝜗𝜚

☾ mostly consists of low ( ish ) rise with designs from when i got bored or had to much paint.

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iv. skirts 𝜗𝜚

☾ many colors, lengths, patterns. probably the biggest reason i should stop going to thrift stores.

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v. formal 𝜗𝜚

☾ something for every occasion.

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vi. shoes 𝜗𝜚

☾ generally consists of kitten heels and boots, with the occasional mary jane. lots of red. often found with diy charms and trinkets. trust that they are always paired with cute socks + tights.

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my tvd dr mood board

pt 4

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omg thank you :D !!! this definitely resonates and is lowkey motivating me…

hello !!! i hope you are doing well !

i wanted to participate in your vday readings, i thought it would be really fun. and gosh it was so hard to choose what to ask but i’ve narrowed it down to these two for my vampire diaries DR and my (planned) s/o is damon ~

✉︎ 𝐧𝐨. 𝟐 ✉︎

⟡ what romance trope does your relationship mirror ?

✉︎ 𝐧𝐨. 𝟏𝟎 ✉︎

⟡ what's the first thing they noticed about you ?

  . ۫ ꣑ৎ   . hai haiii user fruitswrl ໒꒰ྀི˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶ ꒱ྀི১ !! i'm doing well ,, having fun doing these bahasjdhajsf ,, but i hope YOU are doing well too <33

i do hope you like your reading ,, it's been like five billion years since i've thought of tvd so this was interesting to do LMAOASOFJASJF

under the cut because i apparently have a yapping problem oh my god .·°՞(¯□¯)՞°·.

⟡ what romance trope does your relationship mirror ? ⟡

𝒞ards ⦂ 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 , 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 , 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 , 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝘩𝑖𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑝𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑡

first of all woaaaaaaaaah an entire major arcana spread ૮꒰´°`⑅꒱ა ,,, that's letting me know immediately that your relationship is a very very passionate , fiery relationship

i made a little list with tropes and the cards i paired with them and shuffled & the world card came up first which was the “opposites attract” trope and it worked as confirmation , because even before i started your reading i was getting the vibe that you’re human in your dr and , well , he’s a vampire ANBABAHSDFBAJSF 

not only that but the cutesy pfp you have made me think of my fave ever ever trope dynamic where like one partner looks all sweet and like a living , breathing angel and the other is like . . . here's one of my favourite artworks to demonstrate the point i'm trying to make T T like person a is very angel-esque and person b looks like they crawled out from the underworld pairing LOLLLLASDFIAKDJF

i'm ngl when i saw the tower card i jumped ໒꒰ྀི ╥﹏╥ ꒱ྀིა momentarily considered putting it back and reshuffling , but decided against it bc it’s the card that popped up when i asked for clarity so i was like fuck it man we ball T  T i don't get the feeling that it’s in its negative connotation here because it’s clarifying the jedgement card , i mostly feel that it's telling the story that your friends warned against being with him because of his general . . . disposition ꒰ like we both know how he comes off like first impression wise ໒꒰ྀི × ˕ ×。꒱ྀི১ ꒱

and i feel like the aforementioned difference between you is why the people around you were wary when you expressed your affections for him bc they were like huh ??? you’re a sweetheart and he’s so . . . damon 💀💀💀 but dw user fruitswrl . . . i get the appeal ,, i see you and you see me LAMAJNDIFJIKJF

꒰ off topic ,, but i love it when this happens !!!! i feel like I’m being validated with my train of thought bc as i'm going on abt the stark difference between the two of you " the cowgirl and the dandy " by miss dolly parton starts playing 🤭🤭🤭🤭 ꒱

with the hierophant placed beside the tower card , i get the feeling that he changes a lot on how you look at life in general . he changes a few misconceptions you have about the vampiric lifestyle , changes how you view him from the first impression you had of him , etc . etc .

⟡ what’s the first thing they noticed about you ? ⟡

𝒞ards ⦂ 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑟 , 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠

the first thing he noticed about you is how generally unafraid you are of him 😭😭 like i’m sure he’s used to people cowering before him when being introduced to him , but with you , you were almost nonchalant about it , like you did nawwwwwt gaf LMAIAISIFJAI

idk why i’m getting this idea that like he tried to intimidate you / make you shiver your timbers , but you just blinked at him like . . . okay ??? . . . anyway . . . 😭😭😭😭😭😭 that’s a very rare thing for him to experience so it like stuck out to him pffftttt

with the very authoritative energy of both the emperor and king of swords , it’s something that genuinely he still thinks back to long long after you two get together , like he’s so stumped like how were you so chill ?? is he not as intimidating as he thinks ?? LMAIOOOOAJSDAJSDH

꒰ another off topic comment , but before i even shuffled the playlist i have for these reading , i was thinking of smooth operator by sade and i was like " huh weird okay . . . " AND LITERALLY IN THE MIDDLE OF ME READING YOUR CARDS IT PLAYS JSJAAJAJAJ mind you this playlist has like 90 different songs so i think that was v silly asdsjhfjkadf ꒱

on the topic of smooth operator , i get the feel like you weren’t fazed by his charms , like it ties in to the whole unaffected and not scared of him thing i mentioned ,,, like maybe he tried to rizz you up and you were like ummm . . alrighty . . o_o ꒰ even though you were or weren't internally screaming shahahaahdfja you just didn’t let it show outwardly at first ꒱

songs that may resonate w/ your dr relationship ⏦ﾟ♡︎ ࿐all mine by brent faiyaz ࿐smooth operator by sade ࿐cowgirl & the dandy by dolly parton ꒰ peak song btw . . . love this song with my heart LOLLL ꒱

my tvd dr mood board ꕀʚ✿ɞꕀ

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my vampire diaries dr

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Vampire Diaries DR

Moodboard ཐི❤︎ཋྀ

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August 31, 2024 ཐི❤︎ཋྀ

Diary Entry #3

A few nights ago I decided I wanted to shift my awareness to the vampire diaries. (Quite the spur of the moment decision for me)

In all the time I’ve know about shifting majority of my “attempts” have been towards more personal realities that don’t have a fictional universe in this reality. Which was quite weird for me because I never really saw another shifters with the same goals as I did. (Not that there’s anything wrong with that, if I changed my mind right now to go back to what I wanted a couple days ago so be it. It is my desire.)

I think I ultimately feel giddy and excited about my change of mind, it has brought life and feeling into a journey that unfortunately became flat and dull. Honestly it became tiring “trying” to go someplace and never ending up there. Thinking of the same things over and over again. Occasionally yes, I would download or make a script for something else but I never actually decided to shift to any them, for the most part those scripts are also unfinished. These moments were all short lived and I ended up in the same position I started in.

And while I do feel different about this choice, if I changed my mind I do know and accept that it will be different and I appreciate what the last couple of days have brought me. I think ultimately I need to ask my self what I want in this moment, a hard question to answer given all the things I want to do but, I think no matter where I end up, I want a new adventure of my choosing. I’m just not the same person I was three years ago, I want to try new things and I think that’s been a little strange for me to accept that I don’t really feel the same way I used too. All the work I put in led me down a path that I didn’t really intend. But now as of the last couple of days, it doesn’t upset me at all really. I know I’m meant for bigger and better things. If I want to experience those things still that I did when I was 17, they will always be there for me. :) I have also gained new knowledge and perspective on the LOA and that has brought me some peace as well. And honestly I’m just having a lot of fun and I haven’t felt this way on my journey for a while!

But I do think there was a voice in the back of my head that wants more structure and preparation for this specific choice of a reality, at the end of the day it is reality with vampires, werewolves, witches, etc… I don’t want to put myself in a situation I’m not comfortable or ready for. So having a better grasp on who I am and what’s to come and the changes I want compared to the fictional show I think will push me forward. Even though a physical script or script of any sort is not necessarily, I think some foundation is needed for me rn.

I’ll probably write another entry soon, maybe about the changes I’m making from the original show. If any vampire diaries shifter find this pls talk to me I don’t have anyone to talk to about it!