He/him, history freak, plague enthusiast, digital and traditional artist
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when people say there's something wrong with Arthur's eyes I like to think it's because John wants to look everywhere, and does so in this sort of uncanny fashion
Mine creature from malevolent, some features are from canon descriptions, some I added myself because no one was able to stop me in time >:D
bugs when you lift up their rock
they put love in lovecraftian horror <3
[The original was deleted and I couldn’t find an actual link for it to send to someone, so I’m reposting it]
Words to replace said, except this actually helps
I got pretty fed up with looking for words to replace said because they weren’t sorted in a way I could easily use/find them for the right time. So I did some myself.
IN RESPONSE TO Acknowledged Answered Protested
INPUT/JOIN CONVERSATION/ASK Added Implored Inquired Insisted Proposed Queried Questioned Recommended Testified
GUILTY/RELUCTANCE/SORRY Admitted Apologized Conceded Confessed Professed
FOR SOMEONE ELSE Advised Criticized Suggested
JUST CHECKING Affirmed Agreed Alleged Confirmed
LOUD Announced Chanted Crowed
LEWD/CUTE/SECRET SPY FEEL Appealed Disclosed Moaned
ANGRY FUCK OFF MATE WANNA FIGHT Argued Barked Challenged Cursed Fumed Growled Hissed Roared Swore
SMARTASS Articulated Asserted Assured Avowed Claimed Commanded Cross-examined Demanded Digressed Directed Foretold Instructed Interrupted Predicted Proclaimed Quoted Theorized
ASSHOLE Bellowed Boasted Bragged
NERVOUS TRAINWRECK Babbled Bawled Mumbled Sputtered Stammered Stuttered
SUAVE MOTHERFUCKER Bargained Divulged Disclosed Exhorted
FIRST OFF Began
LASTLY Concluded Concurred
WEAK PUSY Begged Blurted Complained Cried Faltered Fretted
HAPPY/LOL Cajoled Exclaimed Gushed Jested Joked Laughed
WEIRDLY HAPPY/EXCITED Extolled Jabbered Raved
BRUH, CHILL Cautioned Warned
ACTUALLY, YOU’RE WRONG Chided Contended Corrected Countered Debated Elaborated Objected Ranted Retorted
CHILL SAVAGE Commented Continued Observed Surmised
LISTEN BUDDY Enunciated Explained Elaborated Hinted Implied Lectured Reiterated Recited Reminded Stressed
BRUH I NEED U AND U NEED ME Confided Offered Urged
FINE Consented Decided
TOO EMO FULL OF EMOTIONS Croaked Lamented Pledged Sobbed Sympathized Wailed Whimpered
JUST SAYING Declared Decreed Mentioned Noted Pointed out Postulated Speculated Stated Told Vouched
WASN’T ME Denied Lied
EVIL SMARTASS Dictated Equivocated Ordered Reprimanded Threatened
BORED Droned Sighed
SHHHH IT’S QUIET TIME Echoed Mumbled Murmured Muttered Uttered Whispered
DRAMA QUEEN Exaggerated Panted Pleaded Prayed Preached
OH SHIT Gasped Marveled Screamed Screeched Shouted Shrieked Yelped Yelled
ANNOYED Grumbled Grunted Jeered Quipped Scolded Snapped Snarled Sneered
ANNOYING Nagged
I DON’T REALLY CARE BUT WHATEVER Guessed Ventured
I’M DRUNK OR JUST BEING WEIRDLY EXPRESSIVE FOR A POINT/SARCASM Hooted Howled Yowled
I WONDER Pondered Voiced Wondered
OH, YEAH, WHOOPS Recalled Recited Remembered
SURPRISE BITCH Revealed
IT SEEMS FAKE BUT OKAY/HA ACTUALLY FUNNY BUT I DON’T WANT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD Scoffed Snickered Snorted
BITCHY Tattled Taunted Teased
|Randomize Your Mind|
[Original “msocasey”]
im getting my oil changed and i heard the mechanic go "tee hee hee". whats happening
I find it strange that some things in my brain seem so clear (concept of the novel I'm writing, facts about history, abstract concepts) but the rest, like my the people in my life and most of my experiences and memories seem so far and so muddled.
I sometimes wonder if all people feel the same or if it's indicative of some kind of mental illness.
Arthur lester and john doe from malevolent core.
I can talk about this for so long, and I will under the cut.
The more I think about a possible separation of Arthurand John, the less I see it going well. These two people are so entwined and so codependent that even though they talk about how much they want to separate I don't really believe them.
Arthur spend the first two seasons raving about how much he wants to get rid of him but the very moment he does he's begging Kayne to give him back to him. There was the added layer of rescuing John but remember "I want him safe" "you want him back".
I wonder if he could stand being alone in his own head, I must feel terrible empty when you've shared it with someone else for so long. Arthur craves companionship but every single person in his life up til now he has lost, he can't loose someone who's trapped in his mind. Besides Arthur yearns to be in the caretaker role to save someone a penance for Faroe? A whole left empty? A road to redemption? But if John gets his own body.....will he need Arthur?
On John's side of things we have a possessive, jealous entity with abandonment issues, I wonder how he'll be when Arthur can actually walk away from him? He talks of having no agency and how terrible it is, and it is terrible, but how will he deal with the alternative? When he's no longer Arthur's first priority by default? When he can freely engage with people without John? He already tried to kill one person out of jealousy wonder if he'll succeed when Arthur can't hold him back.
trying is never enough.
If I were to ever make a video game, I would make Jesus Christ a playable character and he'd have a nail gun as his primary.
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guys remember when will and hannibal sat at a dinner table all alone in hannibals house in suits with oysters and wine at night and they ate ortolans without shielding their faces from the wrath of god and the ortolans burst inside their mouths andthe bones scratched the inside of theircheeks and it tasted like blood and will moaned and hannibal licked his fingers with will watching and will moaned and his eyes rolled back and his adam’s apple bobbed in his throat and hannibal watched him and then told him that was euphoric and a stimulating reminder of life and death and that will was radiant and will smiled a little bit with blood still in his mouth . yeah. yeah
13th century England? I'll have a blast, the High Middle Ages is my passion.
Writing your own stories is so fun because I look at my notes and I go
"My characters have been living on a handful of berries and a single rat they caught? I have been too generous."
And I cut their supplies in half.
When I walk into a getting absolutely fucking battered deepdicked misery-jerked fistfucked from behind by entities and walking away whimpering like there's no tomorrow competition and I see Arthur Lester there
I AM SO BAFFLED BY THE SEASON 4 FINALE. SO MUCH HAPPENED???? THE BUTCHER WORKING WITH ARTHUR, HIM FUCKING DYING??? IM SO UPSET I LOVED HIM. KAYNE I LOVE YOU, WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ THE CLIFFHANGER?????????????? I AM GOING TO EXPLODE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ I WILL NEVER EMOTIONALLY RECOVER‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
hannibal has unlocked something within me and i will never be the same
I think that Arthur "I can excuse murder but I draw the line at being a cultist" Lester needs to reevaluate his priorities
I spy the glass, the tooth, the stone, The poem, the wallet, the hooks, the bone, The razor of course to help him shave, What else can we find today? I spy the frame of gold, Black goat horns shiny and cold, ten coins, the squid, the song, the facet, But where's the gun? He must've lost it… I spy eight eels, and six ducks afloat, A hand extended, a hand at throat, the wicked smile, the broken machine, the tendrils, the river, the man in between
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This piece is inspired by the album cover art of 0 by arai tasuku, illustrated by C7(HIROKO SHIINA) @c7-shiina, shown below
The really great part about Malevolent by this point is that Arthur and John have completely given up on what is essentially the primary plot of the show - getting separated. You are in the middle of an investigation to get your body and sight back Arthur, what do you mean you just want to drop everything and go back to England?
Oscar really chose the most unstable, fucked up guy to dedicate his damn life to
this may be because i’m aroace but i get a bit bored by ships that have a stable, explicitly canon and romantic relationship that involves a stereotypical view of dating and love. i need them to be inextricably linked, metaphysically entangled, two sides of the same coin, foils who bring out the best and worst in each other, so deranged and obsessive that they actively harm others around them. equals with opposing goals that may or may not ever align and a connection that transcends physicality and simple definition. it’s especially fascinating when they blur the lines between devotion and resentment, or just flat out combine them. when they each define themselves by the other’s absence, when there’s some sort of unforgivable rift or a past betrayal or a conflict where they are both at fault, when they detest each other so much they can’t be content together and can’t be content apart, when they’re each the only ones that truly see and understand each other despite the animosity between them. when they both find an equal in each other but instead of joining each other and building a stable relationship or alliance they spiral into some sort of unsettlingly intimate mutually assured destruction. when a character who considers themselves monstrous grows obsessed with and devoted to the monstrosity they helped cultivate and bring out in or can see in another. when there’s religious devotion and imagery, or cannibalism and consumption of flesh, mind melding, body sharing, symbiosis, some sort of mental link, or an understanding of each other so great it honestly doesn’t make a lot of rational sense. when the lines between them blur. it’s also great when they are fundamentally compatible as people and could be together in a different setting but in this one they end up appallingly destructive and codependent and devoted in a way that could never be understood by others or function in any sort of typical real life situation.
"i love spider-man, it's so kafkaesque" <-guy who thinks kafkaesque means there's a big bug