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3 months ago

drawn image of amy rose and rouge the bat chatting casually in a purple tinted room with a plate of cookies between them. text pointed to amy says "stopped by to drop off cookies"

A/N: wanted to give rouge something casual to wear and ended up just largely cribbing her murder of sonic the hedgehog look lol

some time later the cookies are gone and rouge turns to look at the clock hung on the wall, saying "Didn't you say you had to run at 8?"
Amy response "Oh yes, let me check the time on my phone" as she reaches over to dig through the purse next to her.

A/N: in retrospect I should've made the time in the first panel like, 8:15 instead of 6:50 or whatever it was, but I'm too lazy to change that detail so just imagine amy's that good at small talk

rouge looks at amy with a cheeky expression while amy squints at her phone screen.
Rouge: "What, can't read an anolog clock?"
Amy: "No I can!"

A/N: I feel like in casual outfits rouge would enjoy a good cufflink

rouge looks at amy continuing to squint at her phone with confusion...

...and then looks back up to the clock on the wall with the same expression

A/N: this would've been an easy gif to make but alas laziness prevails once more

"oh RIGHT" Rouge exclaims loudly as she spins around and flicks the light switch next to her. The panel shifts from purple to light orangish pink as the lights in the dark room are switched on

was thinking about that one blind professor post earlier today and how well it applied to the aptly named Team Dark

doodles of rouge shadow and omega with the title "The Night Vision Gang"

(really 'Team Dark' just sounds a lot cooler than 'Team Saves-On-Electricity')

followup doodle of rouge and amy chatting.
Rouge: "Girl why didn't you say anything?"
Amy: "I don't mind! It honestly makes focusing on conversations easier"

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3 months ago

miles “who’s morales” morales’s biggest weakness is the cover story

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3 months ago

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3 months ago

new roomie? pls 🥺?

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4 months ago

Spoilers lol

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4 months ago

the voice of the devil

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4 months ago

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4 months ago

every so often i will come across a macklemore lyric that just… catches me so fucking off guard

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4 months ago

Why do we as a society keep coming back to sex jokes?

Penis blast hilarious

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4 months ago

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4 months ago

It's okay he can say it

LIVE Shadow and Tails reaction:

The reference from the IDW comics

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4 months ago

Sure idk

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4 months ago

Little Guys They Don't Know What They Are Doing I Love Them 😭😭😭

Little guys they don't know what they are doing I love them 😭😭😭

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4 months ago

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4 months ago

inside of you there are two intestines.

one of them is large, and the other is small.

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5 months ago

I enjoy posting about worrying things in the middle of the night because there is a none 0 chance that either my gf or one of my friends will see it. And if they don’t see it right after I post it they’ll sure see it in the morning when they check tumblr. They may or may not bring it up and I may or may not have to come to the terms that having a staring contest with a hallucination isn’t healthy and I should probably go out to the living room where my brother is playing video games so he can help ground me and drag me back to reality. But he’s sick and I have schoolwork.

(If any of you guys see this I promise I’m probably fine I’m having my mom ask about therapy at my med check on the 20th)

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5 months ago

OH GOD THIS WAS MADE FOR ME (I have a full ALBUM of these kind of pictures)

BEHOLD photos taken on my iPhone 8 mere days before the camera stopped working taken at 7:34-7:40pm march 29th, 2023

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5 months ago

Having schizophrenia but being aware of when I’m hallucinating is such a fucking trip because just because I know I’m hallucinating doesn’t make the hallucinations any less horrifying.

The faces in the hydrangea bushes still make me sprint the rest of the way to my door. The calls, and whistles, and whispers still having my turning my headphones all the way up.

And currently the man standing in front of my bedroom door staring both directly into my soul and yet 1000 years away still makes me fear for my life as he would if he were real. But he isn’t, and I know he would either dissipate as I got closer to him or I would simply be able to reach though him and open the door if I so wished. But in my mind and in my heart I feel like if I tried to get up to go upstairs that he would stand, staring, his body and unmoving object in my path that I could do nothing about.

I know he is not real, but still he is there, and still I am scared.

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schizophrenia actually schizophrenic he’s been there for like half an hour

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5 months ago

"you are one of gods strongest soldiers" i say, not even believing in either of those institutions

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5 months ago

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5 months ago

character misses their shot and the villain goes "ha! you missed." and the main character goes "did i?" and then shoots the villain again while they're frantically looking around the room for what the hero could possibly have aiming for instead

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6 months ago

THE TRIFECTA

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6 months ago

One of the weird things about having multiple types of hallucinogenic disorders (in this case schizophrenia and sleep paralysis) is that I have one single hallucination that crosses between the 2. Like it doesn’t do anything unless its during a sleep paralysis episode but sometimes it’s there even when I’m not “asleep”.

Like when it’s a paralysis thing it like crawls on my ceiling, hangs down every so often, growls/clicks, and just kinda acts like a giant spider with only 4 legs. But when it’s just a schizophrenia thing it just kinda “sits” upside down in the corner of my room staring. It’s not there all the time but sometimes it is.

And there isn’t even like a connection between seeing it paralyzed vs phsycotic. Like if this was a fucking tv show or something it would be like “oh if I see it during the day it means I’m gonna have sleep paralysis tonight” or some shit like that but it’s really just random.

(Picture below the cut that I drew of it during my most recent manic episode)

One Of The Weird Things About Having Multiple Types Of Hallucinogenic Disorders (in This Case Schizophrenia

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6 months ago

Another awesome thing about her is that she’s bisexual and non-binary. She has a hoodie she routinely wears that says “I’m not a boy or girl I’m dead” with a skull wearing a crown theory the colors of the nonbinary flag in it. I once found nonbinary colored yarn at Joann’s and her reaction was “oh that one’s my favorite” (referring to the flag) and today while she was shopping she said

“Oh by the way I’m telling you this because the internet told me to but I’m sure you already know, I don’t care what gender you are, especially because I don’t technically have one”

She often makes jokes about threesomes with her friends, she has a “girlfriend” from her old job and refers to one of their friends that has the same name as my dad as her “second husband”

On my first day of cross country my dad said “don’t flirt with any boys” and my reply was ew and my mom immediately followed up with “don’t flirt with any girls”. I never had to come out to this woman she just went of vibes and has bought my pride stuff in the past.

We went to a pride fest thing because it was happening in the same city as a concert we were going to, she also took me to a pride march my partner at the time was holding and flipped off MULTIPLE people that were being dicks.

She’s literally amazing and I love her so fucking much

The sad part about my mom not posting on social media or really doing anything on it is that so many people are missing out on the absolute CUNT the woman serves on the daily.

Not like in the way she dresses but in like the way she ACTS. She is so sassy and it’s is so amazing. I’ll add more to this post as time goes on but right now there is one main thing in my mind that I just HAVE to put out there.

So I have a job. Which mean I make money. And my parents singed me up for a debit card. The plan was originally gonne be getting me a card with a limit of how much I can put on it, like a refillable visa gift card or something along those lines but they singed me up for a debit card instead because they didn’t really communicate beforehand.

So I have bad spending habits because of impulsivity and the fact that I have access to online shopping now. So over the span of three days I received 4 packages. I was in the car with my mom when we stopped at the mailbox and pulled one of them out and my response was very quickly “I don’t even remember what I bought” because I genuinely didn’t remember.

My mother reaction, no hesitation, was “you aren’t allowed to go online after taking your meds anymore” (referring to the very high power sleep meds I take because of chronic insomnia). I know reading it over text might not be as impactful to you guys but I was absolutely DYING laughing.

It got even better when the next day I got another package that I once again didn’t remember ordering and I SAID “yeah no I’m gonna start turning off my phone when I take my meds”

(Again you guys might not find this funny but I think it’s absolutely hilarious)

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lesbian nonbinary genderfluid bisexual arospec I love her with literally all my heart mother is constantly mothering

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6 months ago

The sad part about my mom not posting on social media or really doing anything on it is that so many people are missing out on the absolute CUNT the woman serves on the daily.

Not like in the way she dresses but in like the way she ACTS. She is so sassy and it’s is so amazing. I’ll add more to this post as time goes on but right now there is one main thing in my mind that I just HAVE to put out there.

So I have a job. Which mean I make money. And my parents singed me up for a debit card. The plan was originally gonne be getting me a card with a limit of how much I can put on it, like a refillable visa gift card or something along those lines but they singed me up for a debit card instead because they didn’t really communicate beforehand.

So I have bad spending habits because of impulsivity and the fact that I have access to online shopping now. So over the span of three days I received 4 packages. I was in the car with my mom when we stopped at the mailbox and pulled one of them out and my response was very quickly “I don’t even remember what I bought” because I genuinely didn’t remember.

My mother reaction, no hesitation, was “you aren’t allowed to go online after taking your meds anymore” (referring to the very high power sleep meds I take because of chronic insomnia). I know reading it over text might not be as impactful to you guys but I was absolutely DYING laughing.

It got even better when the next day I got another package that I once again didn’t remember ordering and I SAID “yeah no I’m gonna start turning off my phone when I take my meds”

(Again you guys might not find this funny but I think it’s absolutely hilarious)

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nonbinary bisexual mother serving cvnt literally this woman is so cool you have no idea

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6 months ago

Wiggle