Sometimes I Go Through Blogs And Forget There Are Real People Getting Those 30 Notifications

Didn’t think my blog would get nuked, but here we are.

Do people seriously think we just disappear when they report us? We’re mentally ill, not clueless. We come back. We always come back.

This space was in NO WAY about promoting an 3d. This was about surviving one.

3@ting d1s0rd3rs are psychiatric illnesses. Some of the most deadly ones out there. And yet, when we talk about it, when we vent, when we post memes to cope, when we build friendships and even talk about healing, we get shut down.

I get it. 3d content can be triggering. But that’s what the block button is for.

Let us have our space. Please. We’re not glorifying this. We’re living through it. Sometimes even just barely.

This is where we process. This is where we find people who get it. This is where we make plans to recover, even if we’re not there yet.

I’m back. I’ll be venting. I’ll be posting shit in ways that help me cope. There will be memes. There will be pain. There will be hope.

And I still wouldn’t wish this hell on anyone.

We got ice cream together today:')

Its ok tho cause i didnt go over my kcal limit for the day and had a nice time with the guy i love the most! :D

I kinda feel lucky both me and my bf are broke af cause that prevents me from gaining the couple weight. Like we would prob go out and eat ice cream every single day if we could afford it

I actually really respect the ed folks who started at a high weight. Like wym you lost 50-100lbs?! That's insane. You must push yourself really hard.

I'm sorry for the way people treat you. If doctor's don't take you seriously. Family and friends don't realize you're suffering. I see you. I respect you.

reminder to set your likes and following to private! if they aren't it's easy to mass t-word our accounts by going right down the lists ^^

“BMI 16 jail” “get me out of BMI 15 jail” BITCH FYM GET ME INNNNNN

⭐️ing cuz being fat and weird is ugly but skinny and weird is alt and cute

tbh it IS for attention I want everyone to be concerned about me for once

I know

I know he says he loves my thighs

I know he says he loves my stomach

I know he says he loves my arms

But I know he'd love them more if I loved them

If I felt good in my body and didn't spend every second of the day pinching the fat on my arms

I know you love me baby, but it's so hard to love myself

For the past 2 weeks i had been eating A LOT and i was scared to weigh myself but today i actually did it and I only gained 0.5kgs!!!!! I expected something like +1 or +1.5kgs so im not sad about it at all

perfect! 😩