I Love Starving Myself

Reading about people fasting. I miss it so much. Don’t know if I’ll get away with it though.

Can’t eat when wearing a corset

Waking up hungry in the morning, how much I’ve missed this feeling.

Eating one meal a day with my partner. Averaging about 800-1000 kcals a day including liquids. Yesterday 500 was food and 400 was drinks because I drank alcohol.

Things I do instead of eating...

Sleep

Listen to music

Organize closet

Drawing

Play with pets

Go for a walk / jog

Skin care routine

Paint nails

Vaccum

Dishes

Create Pinterest board

Read

Yoga

Puzzles

Journal

Learn a new skill

Crochet

Origami

Brush my hair, try new hairstyles

Try learning a new language

Go to the library

Sudoku

Make jewelry

Play video games

So, I’ve started relapsing again. It’s been about 2 years of recovery. Maintained a “healthy” weight. Realised that I was relapsing a few weeks ago when I smashed my scale up in frustration. So now I feel like shit, in a relapse and have no scales. Great.

This is the first time I’ve relapsed and been living with someone else though so this could be interesting.

Not been on the ED online scene for a loooonng time so all these new tags are taking some getting used to.

Anyway, hi! I’m Maisy. I’m 29.

whoever got my voodoo doll pls ⭐️ve it

Actually, going to get changed and put on a corset.