I Found This Short Story By Sacher-Masoch. This Is The Ukranian Translation, But I Read It By Translating

The Bittersweets girl band from the 1960s is so underappreciated (or I just love 60s music too much)

I wanted to add my favourite song Summertime but it's not on spotify :(

TW suicide

Back in april my uncle khs and it did not surprise me. Some months before that I spotted passively suicidal behavior in what I've been told about him because I recognised the pattern from my own experiences. I even said the thought "he doesn't care anymore" out loud to my mother but I never expected him to become active. Like I did not see it coming but it did not surprise me at all. But everyone else and his immediate circle was shocked for some reason. He was in his late 50s and had medical problems which became worse due to his his apathy towards them. I was not close to him and he seemed far away from even his immediate family with whom he lived with, which his increasing drinking problem did not help. This spiral of male loneliness seems so impenetrable, what could have I, a distant, queer 20 year old nephew (also suicidal) done to change the mind of a stubborn old man raised into toxically masculine society? I, in a sense, predicted my uncle's suicide and I do not know what to do with this information.

PDA already kicked in and it's making me have to hold back tears in some classes.

I just know whoever arranged this mannequin had a blast doing it