Still Yapping About Them

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a bottom-tier autistic experience is being told throughout your entire childhood that you are just an overthinker when it comes to social situations and later finding out that your friends did, in fact, hate being around you and tried to communicate that through weird little hints

sad slav saturday

Ding Liren :(

Me trying to explain my interests to my friends be like:

☽ 𝔊𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔠 𝔞𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔠 (x) ☾

„Gott hat ihn gestraft und hat ihn in eines Weibes Hände gegeben“, wiederholte ich für mich. Nun, was soll ich etwa anstellen, damit er mich straft?

me to myself through gritted teeth: people are allowed to have friends who aren’t you! people have the capacity to be friends with multiple people! someone having friends that aren’t you doesn’t mean they hate you or like them more than you!

They accepted me to the uni. Suicide postponed indefinitely.