a bottom-tier autistic experience is being told throughout your entire childhood that you are just an overthinker when it comes to social situations and later finding out that your friends did, in fact, hate being around you and tried to communicate that through weird little hints
Same exact problem
so who else gets irrationally afraid and embarrassed about their interests being known to people in real life
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I am honestly in amazement that I am able to access 100+ year old archives from cities hundreds of kilometers away, find the information I'm looking for and even be able to translate it to a different language in a matter of seconds. Technology is amazing and the people who digitalize the cultural and historical heritage are saints.
I'll be walking to some shitty part of the city where I've never been before and on my way I just randomly pass by the most unique church I've ever seen. And this happened last week too, with a different church.
I've been bitten by the reanimator bug,,,,
A guy lived out his bdsm fantasies 150 years ago and now I have to live
New day, new social failiures
Oh my god Fico. How is it even possible to be this cringe? Like sure meeting Putin was cringe but it mainly made me angry, but the whole Elon thing... just full body cringe. Like I don't want to be associated with Fico's actions just because he rules slovakia noooo
But what I hate most about the current political situation is the worsening relationship with Czechia. Like I can't blame the czechs for thinking slovaks are awful and not wanting to be as warm right now but oh god even just the idea of the relationship getting the slightest bit worse terrifies me to no end. Like not all of us are bad!